Christmas? Fuck

Last Christmas, I lived it alone. And the very next year, the same thing still rolls. I've been celebrating Christmas at home for 17 fucking years. No fucking dinner, no fucking presents.. Maybe a few presents from sis and mom.
This year still suck as hard as all the previous ones. Plans were cancelled one after another. Ended up having dinner at Coffee Club over at Whitesands with family. Tomorrow's Christmas. Not looking forward to it.
Life sucks. Uh huh. Life sucks to da max.

Christmas Eve

I'm feeling rather low. No plans for later on. It's 6am now. Just finished eating noodles.
Can you teach me how to fall in love. I'm afraid to fall in love, only to fall flat on my face. I don't want to have these one sided things that last a couple of days, weeks tops.
I'm tired of all this. Maybe I should lay back and watch things unfold. Take things a step at a time.

What would..

What would the world be like if I was to sleep and never wake up.
What would happen if I was to confess to you before I breathe my last breath.
I'm having nightmares everyday. Everyday, I die in my sleep. I wake up to be relieved that I'm still breathing. Today, I dreamt that I died and was wondering in my spiritual form. It was scary. I felt everything. It seemed so real for a moment. Only to wake up and see the sun shining on my face. What would you feel if I was to die today. I'm dying.... Day by day, I lose confidence of myself. I feel disgusted of myself. I feel lousy everyday.
And today was not any better. When I saw you didn't reply me but you commented on someone else's post. My heart skipped a beat. I stopped breathing for a moment. Thoughts ran thru my mind in an instant. Everything to me, was black and white. You're on the plane right now going to a faraway place. Without a male by your family side, I can't help but worry about your safety. I know you'll be back in 10days. But it will feel like years before I get to see you again. I want to go to your house. I want to walk you home. I want everything that have got to do with you. )):

I'm so into the you.

If I am romeo, would you be my juliet.
I know it's impossible for us to be together. But the sight of you makes me so happy. It's been awhile since I last saw you. Receiving a gift from you plus walking you home is something, nothing that can be compared to. I'm not letting you know how I feel till I think it's the right time. But I think I kinda ruined things today by sending the last text of the night.
Was watching midnight show but my mind was occupied by lots of thoughts. Thoughts of you and thoughts of the past. I really want to know you well, treat you well and be the boulder that shelters you from rain and shine. I wanna be the rock solid foundation of the love that shall never die. K this part is kinda too much.
But I think I'm reading too much into things that might be just so simple and pure. The gift you gave me and the card you wrote. Might just be nothing, but a friendship thingy. ):
I really hope you would give me this chance to show you how much I am really into you. It's kinda stupid cos I've only truly known you for less than 2 years. I wanna stop falling for the wrong girls and I wanna concentrate on you. Time, I shall take to understand you more. It shall also witness how strong my love for you is. Hopefully, you're my Juliet.

Reincarnation

I was brought back to life today.
Was sleeping and I dreamt of something. Something so horrible that I was glad to be awake after only 6hours of sleep on a weekend. I usually sleep for a full 12 hours before waking up reluctantly.
K let me explain how my dream went.
I was out with Fabian and YongSheng to a cafe. But I don't know how, we got into the middle of a "war". There was gun shots, gunmen, screaming and lots of commotion in a short while. Then I don't know what happened but Fabian, monk and I got held by three gunmen. And I also don't know how, I got hold of a pistol. I hid it under the table and a gunmen sat down beside me and another one sat at the center of the table and the other sat with Fabian and monk. Then I got this chance to shoot at the two gunmen as their heads where in line for a double headshot. I shot them near range and killed them both. I tried to take out the third one but was too late. He shot me and my vision blurred. Fabian took care of the last gunman and I told them to make a run for it. They took something and ran for their live and mine was already half gone. So I was having mixed feelings...
K k fast forward. I had bullet holes in my head but I managed to go home and take a shower. ?? Weird right.. Then I came out and told my mom, who was sleeping, what happened and she told me to roll over and die. Even if I could live on, it would be smelly. Yes, smelly?? No clue either. Then my dad woke up and I told him I got shot but managed to survive..
His reply? So? I don't care. I went to my room immediately to write in my diary one last time before I died. Then I woke up, relieved. I brushed my teeth and went down to speak to my mom. I broke into tears all of a sudden and couldn't control. Just kept crying.. It's been awhile. ):

Crack

The huge jar containing all the emotions in me, is cracking. Soon, I believe not too long later, this jar will break apart. Shattered pieces of glass fragments flying and piercing into others. Emotions fly, my heart too shall die.
Have been thinking too much. Too darn much. On the bus, blasting my music. I think to myself. In class when I'm suppose to listen to the teacher, I scribble on a piece of paper and listen to my mp3. Walking, head hanging, blasting my mp3 and thinking. Eating, slowly and thinking.
Been doing lots of soul searching. I think I'll really go crazy soon. Like I turn my back against everyone I know.
Looking back, I have not much friends since like primary school days. Till now, things haven't changed much. I really wish to just end this world. Not just my life, everyone else's. Every single human being brought away. Let the ape-age rule once again.
Fuck human saga.

2012

Just got home, sis said her hamster died a sudden death in the morning. Took a look at it, was damn sad. The hamster was the friendlier one among the two. And now it's gone. Then just saw my friend posted that her rabbit was breathing weirdly and was not responding to its favourite treat. And add all this to the fact that I just watched the show 2012. Everything seem so scary.
My theory is that, the world is either coming to an end like real soon. Or it might just drag longer till maybe 2060s. I don't think it's goona end at 2012.
So I thought alot while watching the show. Humanity, life and all. Sacrifices made to save their love ones is the only way to show them their love for them before they breathe their last breath. Should tragedy come upon your family. What would you do? Run or stay to protect them. Occured to me once, I gotta stand my ground and protect them. But can I ever do it? Do I have the guts to do it? So I've decided to do something, to me, real huge a change to either the lives of the human population. Or just my family and I.
The way I look at everything has changed. Everything, to me, is vital. Every detail must be taken note of. It's a very nice movie. Maybe this movie can bring the world together and act as one. Make a change before we go extinct.

Judgement Day

Judgement Day was today and I failed my own test. No one should understand this, but only me.
I was feeling rather low today and felt really uncomfortable in the crowd. Days like today makes me think about if my existence only cause the world a little topsy turvy. Maybe I was trying too hard today, so I pushed the boundaries a little bit. Think I offended quite a few number of peeps today. But as I've said, it was Judgement Day. Mood low = Music Player's volume high. I went as high as max volume today and I think I'm hearing things now. I need to find a reason why I'm here and nothing seems to be guiding me there. No one, to be clear, have yet to make a huge impact on my life .
Seems like I'll be bulldozing some people out of my life and it's time to think clearly about what I'm doing.
Oh yes, a little reminder to everyone. Always look at the beautiful side of everyone and not kick up a fuss over how ugly the other side of them is.

This barrell ain't holding for long.

I think i'm gonna break down like anytime soon. I tend to think alot. Things that have happened, things that will happen, things that might happen or things that I don't even know why I'm thinking about.
I've held back my tears for a year now. Seems like it's slowly breaking apart the barrel holding it in.
I know some reasons to why I'm feeling this way. One is because of lack of self-confidence. I always seem to shun away from the crowd or hang my head when there are better looking guys around me. Just feels that.. Argh . You prolly wouldn't want to know anyways.
And and, these feelings inside of me always seems to be controlled but "explode" in other ways.
Like mentally I would break down. Seriously gonna go mad anything. I have yet to turn psychopathic on anyone yet. I don't wish to see that other side of me. But I do know I will turn blind. Fuck them niggas up and then fuck myself up. I'm so darn pissed right now and I don't know what shit got into me. Blacking out soon.

Where it hurts the most.

You got me where it hurts the most. Right smack in the middle of the heart. Where the wound cannot be seen but it hurts the most. I'm oftenly the victim at the end of the spear.

I'm emo enough already. Should stop.
Anyways, got indirectly rejected by a girl. ): Gonna try again anyways.

Bluesy

I'm feeling a little weird right now. I'm awfully sleepy yet I can't get to sleep. There's school at 9am. Gotta wake up at 730. And it's 330am now and I'm still awake.
Right, wanted to say something.
I've gotten my haircut.. Well, it's ok.. Better than all my previous haircuts. This one works out the best. And Yueming told me I look better without my cap and with my current hairstyle. So I'm kinda happy(: She told me I would get more girls' numbers like this. But when I had a webcam session with Shamaine, I look weird.. I don't know . Just thought I don't look good. Then I went to look into the mirror. I thought, "Ok what..".
Mixed feelings. Maybe I'm still not confident enough.

I didn't make a wish on my birthday. Shall make 1 here.
My only wish is for anyone up there in the sky, to improve the animals' intelligence. Let them escape from cruel killing method by human to them. I really detest seeing animals being tortured to death. Even if it's legal operation, fuck them. How about making killing human for animals legal too. You don't step on them, they won't step on you. You cross the line, you pay the fine.
I am going to stop fishing, but I don't think going vegetarian is possible. I mean, if we were to stop eating meat, the world would be over populated by animals. I don't mean animals don't deserve to live.. I don't know how to put it, but I'm gonnna stop fishing. That's 1/6 of my life gone. Fishing was part of my hobby, now.. Not anymore after watching the sharks in trouble video. I wish every human in the world would vanish, give back what the animals once own, the mother earth.

Was showering and thought to myself "It's gonna be 12am soon. My birthday's coming in a few minutes time. Wonder who would be the first to wish me." Came out and took a look at the clock. Reads, 12.03am, 19 October 2009. I'm officially 17. Took my cell and looked. Nothing. Blank. My wallpaper staring at me. My heart sank. Last year this time, few people remembered. Those that weren't close to me wished me on the dot. I'm really really sad. I remembered telling someone close to me that my birthday was today. Well, he forgot. I think. I'm really sad. No mood .
I remind myself daily to never feel sad or break down. Be strong in the inside and out. I feel sad but no, I didn't break down. Maybe inside me, some where deep down inside. I feel real sad and am crying. There's school tomorrow. Better not think too much. Gotta turn in soon.

Move on.. Next target taken. FUCK MAN.
I really really want a girl friend. But .. I think heaven doesn't allow me to have one.
Grr. Can't explain how I feel right now.

Alienated

Suddenly, everything seem so alien to me. Every action, word and mindset. I guess everything has its own reason.
I wish you are the one. The one I've been looking for. The one in a million that might just win my heart over. And hopefully yours over to me. You might not be the prettiest in the sea, but you are just right for me. I don't know why I have this feeling. But it's just all over me.
Everyone seems to be attached. I think you are too. But I hope everything I think is not true, I could just get scarred again. This phase of life is the most confusing one. But I seem to enjoy it the most.
AH! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING. I JUST WISH EVERYTHING CAN GO MY WAY. MY SAY, MAKE MY DAY.

Random

I'm bored. Nothing to post about. But I see webs formed on the corner of my blog.
Someone give me tips on gaining weight.
School's starting in 2 weeks time.
Fact : I've not cried for a year.
: I want someone special by my side.
: I'm jealous when I see couples happily together.
I'm bored.

Dedicated to Dad.

It was my dad's birthday on 28/09/2009. No celebrations as usual.
But this year things were worse. I only saw him at night. And he came home, went to his room and stayed in there. Adults conflicts . So didn't bothered much. Dinner was settled with take-aways. He didn't ate anything.
Dad, you're 50 ++, 54? this year. You ain't young anymore. You need to take better care of your health. You must cut down the intake of alcohol and smoking of cigarettes. You've had an operation before. And your health is not in tip top form. Please take good care . We want you by our side for a very long time.
I know work very hard. Carrying goods at your age is not easy. But you proved to me that you are as strong as a bull when I went to work with you that day. I will work harder in my studies and earned few ks a month to take care of you and mom. Do believe in me as I will prove to you in my upcoming exams. I will strive hard for you.
I love you dad.

Smacked right in the face by cruel reality.

I just saw something that pricked my heart. So deep into my heart, it is bleeding as I'm typing now. I also believed in perseverance. But now, I don't believe in nothing. Why can't I find happiness. Must I really wait so long for my first relationship? It really is getting on my nerves. I can't help but see the truth. Know the truth and get hurt so badly. If I have a partner to share my daily ups and downs, it would be nice. But it seems like I won't get there in another year or 2. Tear well in me have dried up, by myself.
Enduring the emotions and holding back tears. Holding them back so much that they've become pesperation. By exercising, the time freezes just a second for me to be myself. My thoughts don't go haywire. But right now , I'm thinking alot. Flashbacks just keeps playing. So many of them, flashing by me. Sweet and bitter memories. But at that moment , just minutes ago, everything came crashing down.
People say, seeing is believing. I saw and I believed. Truth unfold, feelings let go. I can't hold onto that dream anymore. It's time I let it go. Let her go and wish her well, to see her down the aile is a dream I never hope to unveil.
I really wish I can just go back maybe 4 years back. To look carefully. To choose wisely. To be braver and go for her. Then, maybe the one sweet talking with her could be me. Sadly, fairy tales don't happen in real life. Time to stop those kiddish act and march forward for a brighter future.

20 days ago, I last posted here.
I'm gonna post here once again.
Life's been hectic. Exam was over quite some time ago. But I fail one module. So I had to retake it. Took time to check out OleBB for some revisions. Did lots of revision on my own and am pretty confident of passing the supp paper.
Sis's friend intro-ed a job for her. I was chosen to work as a promoter along with Christopher. Worked for Singtel at Ngee Ann City :: Civic Plaza. It was a blast. It was an event held by Singtel and Celebrities were invited over to promote the phone. Saw Jean Danker, Dawn Yeoh and Jesseca Liu. I even saw Justin Ang from Muttons To Midnight. It was hell lotta fun. Made friends with the part-timers. The experience is unforgettable. We gave out flyers for all 3 days. And babes we saw.. Many of them walking the street of Orchard. And I even took a picture with Dawn Yeoh. She's just an angel.
I've had fun working there. Really hope for a 2nd experience. (:
It's hard to express how I feel. And I found my lost lost buddy. Awin Wong Yee Teck. But sadly, he's forgotten all about me. He's become a gangster now. I'm really disappointed that the fact that we were best buds during the Primary days. I even dreamt that we fought recently, just the night after I found his Facebook profile. Things change when people change. Time flies and memories left behind. ):

Saturday, helped dad work.
Realised how tough his job is. Really very tiring. The next day, arms were feeling sore. Earned around 450$ for dad that day. He gave me $60, but I only took $20. I think he really appreciated our help. Christopher went too. We moved 2 houses, and delivered a buffet. (:

Sunday just slacked at home.

Then Monday came and it was teachers' day celebration for Secondary Schools. Went back to school. In school, many ex 4e3 students didn't go.. But after that, we went to Ehub to eat and wanted to watch movie. Many came and in total. 13 of us went to watch movie and Tampines. Had much fun (: Thanks for the great day.

Then went to Ubin to fish yesterday. It was really really very fun. Went in the morning. Keith and I caught nothing for the day. But Norris and Panzi got lots of fishes. Rained and rained. But we still fished. We fished in the drizzle for like an hour . So much fun. Really wish we can do it everyday. The time got the better of us. Packed up and cycled back to the bike shop. Ate at a shop there. Really tasty. Yankai treated us. Thanks. Then went home after that.

Suddenly feel very emo. I wish I can know what you're thinking. So I wouldn't get into so much confusion. I'm tired and I'm bored.

I'm really letting it go.
I've always held onto this feeling, that I thought would land me.
A lasting relationship..
But all these time, I've been holding onto a handful of sand.
Standing in the middle of a typhoon.
I could never hold onto you any longer.
It's only a matter of time before the last grain of sand falls out of my grasp.
Onto the sahara desert, it will fall.
Rightfully where it belong, away from me..
I'm really hurt inside, not letting it show.
For I give people this impression, that I will never break apart.
Moving on, I shall.
Hoping for the best.
For you and for me, we'll find our destiny.

I'm going mad. Real quick.

I FINALLY realised. I MUST study. I CAN study. I was like in the library in the morning, with some of my classmates. They were like, good at the maths . So I consulted them. I got like.. Quite alot of info real quick. I guess I can study. Maybe it's time I put in a alil more effort in my studies. Today, totally failed to do my maths. So gonna take sub paper come 2 weeks time. Hopefully, by then I woulda learned my lesson and studied for it weeks before the paper.
And and, I'm like going bonkers. I was speaking to myself in the showers. Then I was like "Wtf... Why am I talking to myself.." Guess I'm too lonely. ):
I neeeeed someone to chat with .. Like right now. Sadly, no one wants to talk to me ):
Gonna go study for CKT. Bye.

Random

Was browsing back at my old posts.. Really liked this .
"I finally found the answer Ms Chua once asked me. What have happened in the past that made you what you are today. I can be assured that it wasn't family. It was you guys"
It's like 6am now. Was watching soccer. (:
I'm not really sure what I'm doing right now. . .
Blank. . .

Hmm..

Well, I did what I thought I didn't dare to do. I gave her chocolates. No, not in person. Wanted to put in her letter box but it was locked. So had to write a note and leave it outside her house. Called her to let her know.. Well.. The reply was kinda.. What I expected. But I didn't want an expected reply. I wanted more.. But as XD said, she ain't my american friend. Well... Can't blame .. I'm the one approaching. She's made her point. But I still don't wanna give up..
But my mother, friends have asked me to give up on her. Unless she's single.
):

Pondering, wondering. Finding, searching.

I wonder hard, I ponder long. But I still can't think a valid reason. I mean.. People meet people, a month later. They become a couple. Months later, or for some.. Years later. They get tired of each other. Thus, they change to a new person. Is this fun? I have no idea. Haven't been thru it. I mean.. If brothers.. They find a new girl. They just aren't the same brother. They talk about their girls.. They are simply, not themselves. It's boring.. At least for those single.

Thinking.. Searching. Finding a coral in the deep blue sea. A coral beautiful enough, both inside and out, to be kept on the shelf and be kept clean. Every single day, I'll give it a polish. Make sure no dust ever settle upon it. But I don't go scuba diving. So I have yet to find my piece of coral. I'm afraid of the ocean, for sharks lurks in them. I'm not daring enough to go scuba dive for my coral, I'm afraid it might hide, for it doesn't want me.

Have been self-reflecting. Soul-searching. Searching for the person I am. I am a person, not worthy of anyone. For I look down on myself. I dismiss love, I mistreat my friends. I get no respect in return it seems. I dare not think highly of myself, for I have low self-esteem. In my mind, people hate me. For if there's someone who likes me, I get really happy quickly. I have no high expectations, as I'm afraid of its great fall. I'm thinking to myself, thinking alot about myself...

Depressed

Suddenly feel that, I'm of no use living in this world.
I'm just ... nothing.
No talents, being used most of the time..
I'm fucked up depressed right now.

You really mean alot to me. It's been awhile since I've been like this.
Maybe it's the first time it felt ever so close. I thought success was undeniable. It seems , I've always been wrong. To believe I would be successful in something. Dumb me.
Why can't I be confident of myself like some people. Mentally weak, physically weak, emotionally weak.. I'm fucking weak.

This dream I had, wasn't you. How sad.

I'm posting cos of this dream I had. I was going with with JN, and we're were quite a couple. I fetched her home and things kinda got messy there. I mean quite alot of things happened and I don't know how to put it. I just know it's very sweet. The feeling was great. I thought it was real. Till I woke up and found out it wasn't true.
Kinda glad at the same time, mixed feelings all come at a time. It just wasn't you. I haven't dreamt of you before. Only in the day I have thought before. The dreams just wouldn't come when I'm sleeping. Does this prove something? x(

Anyways, I'm leaving for Msia in another hour? Maybe.. Going to celebrate my grandma's birthday. :D But I can't watch Liverpool VS Singapore XI! Damn it.. D: I'm missing out on the once in a life time chance. LIVERPOOL! PLEASE COME BACK DX

Decision made up.

Made up my mind to post up the stuffs I've wrote. Please do not diss my piece of work, I'm not a pro at this.

Enjoy.
First time in my life I felt so helpless,
My head was spinning and I thought my eardrums just burst.
I really thought that this was it.
My life just ending without no kick.
I haven't seen you in awhile.
I thought I will never be able to see you down the aile.
Even if you were to walk it with another man,
I will smile to you and kisss your hand.
Wave goodbye and walk out that door,
Never ever able to sweep your feet off the floor.
Never will I get the chance to impress you,
And never will I get to be your beau.
I didn't want to die just yet,
I have many targets that I haven't met.
Those dreams that have yet to come true,
Which also include me and you.
Everytime I'm missing you,
All I can do is to write down how I feel
In the form of a poem or rap,
It's the only way I can interact
I stutter and mumber infront of you,
Because I feel so intimidated by you.
You're so pretty and all so perfect.
I'm just a junk and a piece of crap.
How can I be seen out with you.
It will only be a disgrace for you.
Even though I do look at other girl,
But you're the only one that makes my mind whirl and twirl.
I'm ending here with so much sorrow,
Only for you to guess and for me to know.

-eamon

Turning back to the old me.

Yes, mind made up. Emo it is. Emo in school, emo at home, emo outside. I'm gonna be emo.
No more smiley me, no more happy me. All that is dead and gone. I've always been alone. Thinking back, yes I have been. Never have I felt accompanied. Never have I felt mroe happy than the days when Awin Wong was my best friend. Those young days, gone and never able to be retrived. How I wish my life is a movie. I will be able to look back and laugh. Or just sit back and cry. XuanDa came into my life. He took over Awin Wong. No, I'm not gay. XuanDa is a very kind man. He's treated me as a brother. Very good brother. We cover each others' backs. Thanks brother.

Being very thankful is what I should do. Emo is what I'm becoming. So next time you see me. I'll be in my black shirt, black skinnies, black high cut shoe, black cap, black bag, black psp, black phone and no smile. Come say hi and be shunned like a fly. I'll never look back here and laugh like a mad little man. Bye bitches

Reflection time

Eamon have been dumb his whole life. 17 years of living, 10 years of learning. Friends come and friends go. I don't have many real friends, only alot of mother fuckers who claim to be my friend. They used me when they needed me , threw me away and forgets about me when they didn't need me. I found out that poly life is getting worst. As the days pass, the masks on their faces shed and all is left is ugly scars that will never be healed. I am trying to be a good friend, be there when they need a helping hand. But who ever gave me one when I was in deep waters. I was drowning and they looked on at me, walking away without hesitation. I guess I must learn to be mean in order to survive in this world.
This cruel sick joke was never meant to be revealed, until the recent days then I found out it was true. I've been backstabbed so many times, wounds healed on other scars . This is becoming a routine to me. Every new friend I make, I take the first step to step back. Watching if something is lurking in the shadows trying to assasinate me. I'm cautious. But never too cautious. Because it's always not enough to protect myself. The person I am now is what they've turned me into. I finally found the answer Ms Chua once asked me. What have happened in the past that made you what you are today. I can be assured that it wasn't family. It was you guys. Thanks alot for changing me. Now it's time for revenge and it's gonna be sweet.

Back to blogging

Past few days was .. Average..
Just that went to gym with Nainai, Keith and Yankai. Worked up for an hour or so and went to have Aston.. Home after that. My pacs are visible now!! :D
Then Saturday and Sunday stayed home. Didn't felt like heading out.. Last minute rushing of assignment yesterday night.. Test today.. And even tho I didn't study for it.. I think I can manage it. Thanks to some tutorial by Zul yesterday on msn..
And I'm gonna miss out on the Liverpool vs Singapore match D: Please .. Liverpool. Come back to Singapore again!! D:D:D: Am heading to Malaysia on that day.. And tickets are sold out .. D:
Nothing much.. Oh and.. People should keep their useless comments to themselves.. Seriously, it ain't helping you gain fame nor will it help you make more friends. Ok.. You're double faced.. We have to agree to that. So people might not see your ugly side. Which I personally feel .. Every side of yours is ugly. Seriously.. Shut the fuck up.. No one would think you're mute if you don't speak for one day.. Or will they? They might be wondering what caught your tongue.. Hmmm :/

Anyways.. Forget about those faggots.. I promise I will.. And I will make them pay if they make me mad.. Don't come touch me if I didn't touch you. So back off .. Punk ass wannabes.

Wow

My computer survived a flood. Yup, it was drowned with water few hours ago.
I was playing CS:S and when I lost, i gestured my hand and it toppled a bottle of water. And the water, obviously was not capped well, and the water poured out onto my laptop. I panicked and picked up the bottle and turned off the laptop immediately.. Plucked out all the cables and poured all the water out onto the floor. It was alot, around a whole cup. Then wiped it with a piece of tissue. Then took it and hair dry it.. About 15mins.. Then tried.. It was dead. I gave up after trying for 15mins.. Then I tried to fix my dead CPU for about half an hour.. Found out the graphic card was spoilt.. So went down and watched TV. Was damn sad.. Then after like 2hours.. Came up and tried. IT'S A MIRACLE. My laptop was revived. Luckily the water didn't short my laptop. :D
I am damn lucky. I learned a lesson or 2. Never leave a bottle by the side of my laptop. And CPU is much better than a laptop. :)
Shall blog about previous days tomorrow. BYE

Finally

Wanted to blog yesterday, but internet somehow had problem. Couldn't get into blogger or hotmail. So didn't blog..
Anyways, wrote poems/raps and got ratings from people Not bad for starter.. That's what they said..
Then Alice treated Pizza for dinner.Guess what.. I ate a whole Regular Pizza, which is 6 slices of pizzas, and 3 spicy drumlets.. It's alot .. For me. So I thought I gained weight and immediately went on the weighting scale.. Only 46kg.. Gained 1kg.. And when I woke up today.. I felt hungry and wanted to puke.. I thought I ate quite alot yesterday.. So apparently 6 slices of pizzas aint enough.. So I got back from school today.. Got onto the weighing scale.. Just what. 50KG!! Wooo!! Gained alot ! Damn happy. But face was kinda plump...
Wanted to blog about so much.. But now.. Forgot .. Nvm

Tired and very frustrated

Lacking sleep. I was so tired in school today that I almost fell down the stairs. I felt giddy, couldn't walk straight. Thought I was having fever, but passed the school check thing.. Whatever. I'm very tired now. Intending to skip school tomorrow.. But there's presentation.. Group work.. Can't skip. __
I really am sick. I really am tired. When will I fall on my bed and not wake up.

Malaysia Trip.

Yup, "blogging" in Malaysia. I'm just typing into the notepad and copy,paste the whole thing to put it as my daily update. Hmm.. Didn't slept a wink last night. Order mac breakfast.. Then went out at 6 in the morning. Watched some parts of 8mile again, on the car.. Then slept for the rest of the journey. Was mF tired.. Neck was stiff when I woke up.. Now currently at Dad's parents' house.. It's only 10:41am.. And it's damn boring over here. No internet... Astro for cable.. No thank you.When we drove pass some blocks in the morning. Eyes laid upon that, oh so familiar walkway. Was reminiscing the days.. For me to keep them as memories.. Yes, just memories.. Nostalgic memories.. D: Till here. There's a wedding dinner in the night. Boring....

So, I'm back from the wedding. Guess what.. It's one of the worst wedding dinner I've ever attended. The "crowd" sucks.. Then now, crashing in at a 3star hotel.. Not bad.. But quite small and no internet.. Quite tired but the room only have 2beds. 1queen size, the other is single size. Sis and mom sleeping on the queen size, dad sleeping on the single size..Alice and I not intending to sleep. But I think I will sleep on this comfy couch I'm on now. :)

Finally back in Singapore. Went out in the morning just now with relatives. Was fun. Especially with the little cousin. Haha.. She kept on coming to me and grab my fingers, step on my feet and pull my shirt. Damn cute.. Like her alot. :D Main reason is that she doesn't have parents. Sad.. Then shopped awhile.. Ate lunch and went back to granny's house. Stayed there for awhile and went home. Trip was very long.. Traffic jam.. Then went home to put our things and went out to have dinner. Home finally and finished project in time. I think? School tomorrow.. Tired. Shall bathe and sleep. Bye..

Mixed feelings. Insecurity eating me alive.

Leaving soon..

I'm leaving for Malaysia like in... 5 hours time. Don't know whose son is getting married. I don't really know my relatives in Malaysia well.. Not gonna sleep now.. Gotta sweep the floor and mop it too.. Kinda working for my mom. Lol.

School today was alright. But CKT's lab test suck big time. Didn't do well for it. But managed a pass. Skipped maths lecture as usual. But had to stay back to discuss some project thing with Jason and Yongquan. I fucking hate the grouping. Wanted to change but the teacher didn't allow it. So, I'm stucked with them 2.. Gotta do some shit and send it to them by Sunday . -.- __

Alright.. So I got home and went straight to bed.. Almost... Slept for a near 3 hours.. Still, I'm tired..

BYE
I'm leaving in a few hours time. Tho it may sound dramatic. But I'm gonna miss you big time. When I was in school today. The thought of you crossed my mind, multiple times to be exact. I still can't get over you. No matter how pretty the babes are in school. I never fail to think of you when I look at them. I felt nervous when I sent you home that day. But glad at the same time when you smiled to me and waved goodbye, How I wish I can do that everyday. And not part with you.. I guess you'll never know, how much you mean to me. .

My pleasure..

School was fiinnneee.... Know why? I passed my lab test! Did it all by myself! Maybe not all. But 15/20 was done by myself. I finally understand the theory of the practical.. So simple. :D . I learnt a lesson during a test and I even taught people how to do! So proud of ma self. :)

After school, went home immediately.. Ate noodles and fell asleep. Woke up and swept the floor before getting ready to go out.. Showered, and changed. Met Linghui and Jiamin at DTE. Shumei, Ernest and his gf came later.. Watched Drag Me To Hell. And I hate that show! Scare the fuck outta me. I hate the parts when the bitch scream and the theatre goes BOOM!. So scary :X..

After movie.. Met Xuanda movie. Then walked around and met Yiling and her bf.. Went to eat at the taiwan shop.. Nice.. But the workers are sickos.. tickos.. mf cheapos.. Then went walked around after that. Apparently.. They like to walk around and stand in the middle of nowhere and chat.. Lol.. Then saw Belle. Wow.. :O So shocked to see her.. Then Xd chatted with her while I just stood there like an idiot. Then went home.. Again.. They stood in the middle of nowhere and chatted about .. who knows what thing.. Then finally went separate ways .. Fetched her home.. I know.. :/ I don't know what I'm doing.. Then home after that.

Oh yes.. Saw Jane at central bus stop when Leon and I were going to school. Then took same bus as her.. Lol! Saw three of the girls I had crush on.. Wow. I'm damn tired now. Gotta go. Bye

Spiritually tortured.

I'm mentally and spiritually tortured.. Down with flu and headache. Then.. Have not slept well recently. Sunday night.. Went to sleep early. Then dreamt of something real creepy. Dreamt that I was in my room and my chair was haunted. Sat on it and it was dragged backwards. Then my dad, in my dream, said the "thing" 很有杀氧.. I don't know how to translate to english. Lol. Ok, it's just like.. Very evill... Then after that.. Was yesterday . Slept downstairs on the couch. And mom woke me up to go and sleep in my room. It was about 3am. When I lie down on my bed. I was damn awake.. Then I started staring at my chair.. Creeeppsss... Then went to ask mom to accompany me to sleep X: . Then slept... Woke up at 5.. slept.. Woke up at 6.. slept.. Woke up at 7.. Thought it was 8.. Went to bathe. But woke up from the dream.. Omg. Damn scary and annoying.. Ok this is what happened. I slept at 3+am.. Then I woke up at 5am to turn down the fan.. Then slept back and woke up at 6am.. Covered myself with my blanket.. Then fell back asleep.. Then I thought I woke up and saw the clock showing 830am.. Woke up and bathed.. But then I woke up from, apparently a dream ( a very weird one ), and saw it was only 7am.. Slept back and finally awoke at 830am. Damn torturing.. Then was very sleepy in school.. Headache as well.. Haven't been feeling well.. Need a break.. A long one. Moving house is the best option. D: I'm breaking down.. Not by crying.. But by slowly eaten alive by this nightmare.

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen

Alright, school today was BORING. And of course.. Tiring..
But after school, went to catch Transformers with friends. Went to TM and they went to eat. Bought tickets and went to watch the movie. 1 TIP!! Empty your bladder before this movie. It's freaking 2 1/2 hours . And the freaking air conditioner made the "holding back the pee" thing very tough.
The show.. AWESOME. One of the best show I've ever watched. Can't be compared to those martial art shows, this is way better. The action was great, plot... So-so.. Megan Fox... HOT! :D
This show is, the Robots were bigger, badder, meaner, tougher, and alot more then the previous one. Started off badly.. Very confusing at first.. But ended well. Rating 10/10.
If you haven't watch it, go already. It's freaking nice. Wouldn't mind watching it a second time.. But was very sleepy during the movie.. So missed some parts of it.. Then home after that. Slept from 6 to 830. . Great nap. Gonna go sleep now. School tomorrow . Long day ahead. BYE.

I still love you tho

My house's quite eery. I hate the feeling when I'm the only one awake in the middle of the night. Playing games keep me awake, at least for awhile. After sometime, it's gets boring.. Nothing to do.. My mind wanders.. Far away. Thinking, thinking and imagining things..
Then I would get tired, lie on my bed and flip and toss for awhile. Closes my eyes, then would wake up immediately as soon as something scary pops into my imaginative mind.. Would go to my mom's room and sleep on the floor.
Mom went to some place where this person can somehow tell the fortune or whatever. He said that we should move house. The current house is occupied by something.. So by moving house, everything would be best for us.

I still love you, I really do. But your current status, I can't. But everything seems so different to the past. Remembered during chalet, you treated me differently. I really thought I had a chance. But maybe to you, it was just pure friendship all the while. I've been thinking too much..

Random

2.34am.. In need of food. Thinking of Long John Silver's Kajun Chicken with Rice.. Yum..
They should really have a delivery thing going on. It's one of the best fast food ever. . And it's affordable too..

Today got home pretty early. Slept for 2 hours and woke up. Did house chores for money. Mopped and swept the house.. I think I earned 8$ today. Lol

Very bored. Shall sleep soon. BYE

Reasons for new link.

The main reason for the change of link is because of the bus ride home just now. Thinking of lots of things. Secondary school times, bending the rules.. Disturbing the teachers.. Lots of fond memories..
And comparing the current school life to the previous one.. This is fun due to .. hmm.. babe hunting.. Secondary school is fun cos of all the stupid things we do.. Messing around and disturbing lower secondary students..
I'm very very tired now. Please pardon me. Shall update tomorrow.

Insufficient sleep

Back to Monday. Left Krism's house and Pepsi went to the Vet. Then when we reached there, saw a black dog, quite huge. But it's ankle was casted. When the cast was took out, it's ankle was broken. It was dangling as it limped around on three legs. Sad to see it walk like that. The owner was very sad too. After awhile, it was Pepsi's turn. Then nothing much . Just consultation..
After that, when we was about to go home, heard mom say that a dog was put to sleep just now. And a black bag was seen taken out. My mom said it was the black dog that was put to sleep. So sad! But my dad said the dog looked like it was in its 70th dog age. And it was suffering , so by putting it to sleep, it would not suffer as much. So sad to hear that :(

Oh , and on the brigher side.. I passed all my modules. So happy. But gotta buck up.. Not enough to go into a decent course. I mean sub-course or what ever. :)

Everything's working out fine. . I think.. BYE

The man I can never ever impress

Why are you such a tough nut to crack. You have never been impressed with me. Never ever. No matter what I do, how hard I try to get your attention, it never works.
Starting from Secondary school. You said it would be a miracle if I could pass my O levels. What happened? I passed and you said it wasn't a good pass, so there's nothing to happy about. You said I wouldn't get into a decent Polytechnic either.. Temasek Polytechnic is what I am in now. What happened? You said I suck so much I would never get any holidays cos I need lots of help with my work. Then I already made a point that I am weak in my studies. So I didn't expect myself to pass. And I put in so much effort before the TermTest with my friends and in the end, I passed all three. Tho I only passed it, just merely. I am really happy with myself. I did my best, and you still say no use when it's not As.
When you praises sisters, I am jealous. I know I'm not as smart as them. But I really am putting in effort this year. I'm new to the subjects, yet I passed them. Thanks to Khairil, Hafis, Hadi and Monk. They helped me, they praised me when I said I passed. I am happy to have them as my friends. But why can't you just say "Well done son." That's the words I would die to hear, from you.
You bought me the workout thing, I did it. You said, it's what I'm supposed to do. I tried interacting with you with the workout thing. You didn't appreciate it. I'm always the bad one in your heart. From studies to body-building. You've never praised me. When will the day come? I really wish, I want to be the ideal son you wish for. ..

Irritants.

Only slept for around 3 hours before my sleep got interrupted by some.. Fucking pissed off currently.
Bitch. Should not type too much shit here. Some bitch might just jabber blabber it out .. ....

Oh, ate macs just now. I don't know if it's me or something. Cos once I was done with it, I went to the toilet. What for? Stomachache. ..

Nothing much to blog about now. Later on then blog. Bye

Poor Pepsi.

Currently : 7:50am. Yes, still awake.
Reason ? Over at friend's house.
Not use to sleeping at someone else's house. I can't fall asleep in my own room, let alone other people's room.. So I'm playing PS3 till the morning. Then I shall call McDelivery :).

The reason of the title : My dog is injured, somewhere. And he's not comfortable at home. My mom have this feeling that he's not himself. Just something is bothering him. So we brought him over to sister's boyfriend house to stay for a couple of days. I'm staying over too.. (:
Pepsi have been paranoid ever since he got injured. When I brushed him so lightly across his fur, he would screech so loudly. Hurts ma heart to hear him do that. But, I think he's somehow over-reacting. Lol.

Alright, I've been playing PS3 since 12am. It's 7hours and I'm still not bored. :D

Hmm, nothing much to post about. BYE

Dental Appoinment.

Was having the best dream, when it was time to get ready to go to the dental clinic. I was soundly asleep but my momma woke me up. Was about to find out if I would win the TOTO!!

Then got up and got ready. My dog was no his usual self. He limped around the house with the watery eyes. He was very emo and he couldn't stand on his hind legs like he does easily every other day. Then mom and I left him alone and went to the clinic.

Reached and waited for around 1/2 an hour before it was my turn. I admit, I was scared. Very, to be exact. I've always hated visiting the dentist ever since I was a small boy. So this was my first time visiting a private dental clinic. Went in to the room and mom sat in the room as well. Felt like a little boy needing his mother to accompany him. But I actually told her to go out, but the dentist asked her to stay -.- . Haha.

Then dentist did his job, using a needle thing to clean my teeth. He used it to clean the gaps between my teeth, scraping the gums occasionally. It hurts a whole lot, but I just tolerated the pain. Then he used a power like thing to whiten my teeth. Along with a buffer thing, he "buffed" my teeth. The smell of the powder sucks, so I held my breath thru the process. Then blablabla and it was over. I heaved a sigh of relief and walked out of the room. . I swear I will not date a freaking dentist, unless it's love at first sight :).

$50 + or $60 + for the trip. Stupid... And they even asked me to go back every 6month. I'm so not going to go back there!

Then came home and my dear dog was still so emo. :( Hurts ma heart to see him like that. He was avoiding human contact and moved to the toilet when we called for him D; .

Then played computer for awhile, and momma called for me. Went down and saw her messed up the balcony. She accidentally pour mud(Not totally soggy type) into the fish tank. So I had to place the three goldies into a bucket before pouring away the water. The tank was heavy, that's why she called for ma help. Then cleaned and played with the water for some time before everything was done. An hour or so, it took us. Then went back up to play my game. After which went down and chatted. Then I asked if we could have Macs for dinner. She said she would treat me to it if I were to sweep the floor and mop it too. I did it, and got $12 instead of the dinner :D. Earned $12 just in an hour. Haha, easy money. Then I told her I wanted PS3. So we worked out a deal. $120 for a month of sweeping and mopping of the house. So I rather take the money then the PS3. :D . The contract is for 3months and it would start on July. :D

After dinner, we decided to bring Pepsi to the vet. Brought him to the vet with him in a huge box.. He couldn't walk well, so we placed him in a box. Easier to transport him. Then consulted and blabla. The veterinarian said could be his spinal cord. Hurt or something. So took some medication home and observe him for a week or so before bringing him back for another check. Hope he recovers soon D:.

On the way there.
Pepsi in his container.. On the car.

Slow Network Connectivity

Im a good boy. Switched off cell phones when I received Brandon.T's text saying that massive radiowave blablabla.. But Im still having problem connecting to the net even with both my cells off. Why?! Stupid starhub.

Hmm. Just felt like blogging. So here I am typing away.
Anyway, having lagging issues in game. Might as well blog. Have been reading Eminem's book. Not HIS book, but it's written for him by someone whose name I've forgotten. Hmm.. Pretty bored currently and I've got major sunburn on my face and shins. Ouch!

... I'm hungry for pancakes.. And iced milo!! :O So so hungry. Byebye

8 mile

Went out to fish today. With Zul, Khairul, Jazli, Faais, Fahim?, Yankai, Keith and Nainai. Met all of them at Tampines Interchange and took 31 to ECP. Started fishing for Tambans when we got there. But I only slept for 4hours yesterday, so I caught three tambans and handed my rod to whoever who wanted to fish.. Sun-tanned while the rest fished. Slacked and slacked. . Then they have finally fished for enough tambans, changed the hook to a bigger one. Tried catching for queen fish, but duh.. Didn't get even a piece of garbage. Then Nainai, Keith, Yankai and I played BIG2.5. In total, we played for 22 - 24 rounds, Yankai lost the most games at 10 rounds. I think Keith and Nainai tied at 5 each while I lost 2 :D . Then packed up and we left earlier to have lunch while the Malays continued fishing. Ate and bused home.

Oh and I finally received the 8MILE DVD I bought from eBay. Was in my letter box yesterday and was damn excited about it. Watched it just now, just finished watching it and all I can say about it is, fucking awesome. Anyone interested to watch it can ask from me(: .

The story plot, the rapping, the acting, the dudes, all of them are just perfect. Eminem is officially my number 1 idol. BYE!

NBA Finals and I missed it.

Forgot to blog yesterday.. Was busy playing CSS. And I played till dawn break, which is 650am. Slept cos my dad woke up. Xuanda wanted to come to my house to watch NBA Finals together, but I overslept.. So I just continued to sleep till I eventually woke up at 1pm. Going to play basketball later..

Out, so tired.

Slept at 530am yesterday. Woke up at 1230. Went out at 330 with Norris, Keith and Yankai. Went to Cineleisure first to buy tickets for Pelham123. Went to eat BK after that. Saw a blogger over there, first time see-ing her. But I'm having doubts if I really saw her. After that, we still have around 4hours till the show start. So we walked to some place to play LAN. Played for two hours and it only costed us $4 each. After that, walked back to Cine and slacked for an hour before going to the theatre.
Movie was great. Totally awesome. Recommend everyone to watch it. Action, Drama, Comedy. All in one movie. Then took train to Bugis and walked to the place to play pool. Pool for 2.5hours and decided to go home. Was 220am at that time. Walked from BUGIS all the way to PAYA LAYBA (or however you spell it) mrt station. Took us about 1hour to walk there. Was tiring but damn fun. Soccer and nonsense inbetween, jogging too. Then walked past Geylang and Ren Ci Hospital.
I am really tired so to cut things short, the day in overall was perfect. Thanks Y for msging me tho you don't know me well(:
And I spent about $50 or $60. Fucking hell expensive. BYE!

I am not feeling too well.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Haha. So funny (:


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

And this!! :D

I'm broke again D:

I'm broke, AGAIN. Why? That, I can't tell. But it's for a bad/good reason. Both bad and good reason. Hmm, holidays coming to an end soon, a week or so more to go. Can't wait to go back to school. That way, I can save money from the allowance I get weekly.
Next week might be busy. Because friends finally have their holidays. Should be asking them to go fishing, play basketball, movie, out till morning and pooling.
I'm bored... And Lakers lost to Magic today. 104 - 108. Wasted .. I'm tired. Update tomorrow. Tags please?
Cookies for you if you tag :D

MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT

LOS ANGELES LAKERS VS ORLANDO MAGIC
KOBE BRYANT, MVPDWIGHT HOWARD, SUPERMANOrlando's normal time hero.Hedo Turkoglu.

Woke up super early today to watch LAL vs ORL. Which means LOS ANGELES LAKERS vs ORLANDO MAGIC.

Slept at 0230 yesterday and woke up at 0840 today. Woke up a little late as the match started 40minutes ago. But I still caught most of the game..

First Half was not very exciting as both teams couldn't drop field goals. So ordered McBreakfast and have it while the 3rd quarter got underway. Things started to pick up from here. Both teams vying for rebounds and both teams not scoring as much as they shot.

So the points between them varied around 2 to the biggest lead for both teams , 7 points. 4th quarter came. LAL was letting ORL scoring 3pointers. Game Plans started to work out for ORL and they got the better of LAL and took the lead in the last 40 secs. THEN CAME THE MOMENT. LAL AND ORL WERE TIED FOR THE LAST 2 SECS. Courtney Lee looks to lays in the win when Orlando's Hedo Turkoglu blocked Kobe's shot from behind. Time out was called for ORL and 0.6s was reverted back.

As the saying goes "MY HEART WAS IN MY MOUTH". My heartbeat was so loud I could hear it and my heart went from "boomboomboom" to "Boom.....Boom.....Boooom........" . It was scary, scary I tell you.!

ORL looks to win it when Courtney Lee misses the easy layup.

OT it was.. 5minutes of play and LAL eventually won 101 to 96. Great match.

Holidays are boring.

Holiday starts in 22 minutes. And I'm not looking forward to it. Other then the basketball matches I get to watch, I have nothing else to do. Everyone have their own things to do, friends to go out with. But I have nothing to do and all my friends are busy. So I can only slack.. Until next week when Yankai and Keith have their holidays. Then we can go out or whatever..

Anyways, was playing games and noticed how Asian people reacted to pornos. They act like they don't watch it, but I think most of them watches it.. And how Asian guys are turning gay with their outfits and hairstyles totally turns me off. It's like they are trying to be a woman or .. Whatever they call themselves.. Cute? Brrr... Shivers me timbers...

Have been reading other people's blogs. So ... Exciting and .. Busy ...
AH I'M BORED OUTTA MY MIND

Holidays , here i cooommmeee....

Have been really bust there past few days. But it's all over. My term test is officially well, and truly over. It was, ok.. Do-able. But could have done better. Improvements to be seen next semester.
Ok, have been really into Eminem this past few weeks. Listening to his raps over and over again. Then I went to ebay and searched for his old movie, 8mile.
Anyways, slept to 3pm today. Like finally I have my 12hours of sleep back. But still, I'm tired and still very sleeepy. And I went over to my friend's house yesterday to play PS3. I played it from 2pm to 11pm. It was so fun I've decided to get it this year. Put it in my room where I can enjoy it all day, (: .
Nothing much to blog about. bye

Goodbye my hair

FROM:

IN PROCESS

LOOK AT MY 4MONTH OLD HAIR TO THISDon't you agree with me? This haircut SUCKS. I still prefer my previous hair style. Tho, there weren't any style. It's still nicer, to me. I want my hair back!! :'(

Tomorrow going school to study with mats. Chiong-ing for term test this coming week.

And I got a new phone. Sony Ericsson W902. Having trouble loading the picture up here. Am I'm very tired. Shall do it tomorrow or never. bye

2 nick names with lame reasons.

Day at school. Started off nicely without any disturbance from classmates.. Stucked to my world by keeping quiet and doing my own stuffs.. Then took back CKT's quiz.. Got a pathetic 20/50. Tho I dare say I tried, but I guess it wasn't enough.. Then skipped DFUND's lecture and lepak around the school. Hung out with the group, shall name it joker group, cos Hadi, Khairil and Hafis went to the lecture( This I shall name it Mat group..) So went to eat and then walked around. They suddenly found this "fun" thing to do. They stood at one place outside the library and Fabian put his wallet on the ground. Guess what they did? They just pointed and the wallet and acted all surprise to get others' attention... -.-
I just sat on one table and watched them made a fool of themselves... And when they're done.. They came to sit with me at the table.. Then they started to call names to girls walking by and whenever there's those that are fat or not pretty.. They would like sacarstically call them "Hey hottie".. Damn childish I swear.
Then I started got pissed off and asked them to go disturb those guys that are damn big size and they started to chicken out with all those lame ass excuses.. Then Fabian said "At least we did something.. Not like you.. Emo only.. Pokemon emo... HAHA".. I was like .. ?? Funny meh? Ok then.. Shan't stoop to your level and play games with you..
And so I got new nick names.. Emo and Pokemon.. Childish stuffs I swear. Grow up bitches.. Your parents don't pay the government to see you turn retarded and go back to kindergarten. So, do yourself and your parents a favour. Grow up and study hard. If you continue behaving the way you are, you're gonna end up nowhere.
Then went to tutorial.. Got back DFUND quiz.. Got a 11/20. Miracle.. Didn't understand a shit and didn't study, yet I passed. Well done, haha. After school went Library to study.. Lots of things to say but not here.. Shall post it in my private blog.

I don't know when I'm gonna just get too fucked up and bring a metal rod to school and beat the living hell outta the dudes I dislike so much that I wished that I was in a gang. I'm really mad in school. But I somehow dissipate those anger by listening to songs and thinking about other things. Life's so much more then hating and loving, it's all about being yourself and doing what you think is right and deserve your time. I really wished I have some loyal friends who could just go fucking beat someone up and get away w/o getting in trouble with the police.. Till here.

Let's welcome them.

That's right.. Woman drivers are taking over now.. Looking out the window of my dad's car randomly and what do I see? Women drivers.. Many of them drive so cautiously that I can out run them, just an expression.. But the good point about them is that they are more patient.. Tho, 1 advice.. Be more wary of your surroundings.. (:

All right.. Let me see what I can blog on today.. Nothing pretty much.. Poly's life for me is more about hiding in a shell. Not really showing how I'm really like.. Maybe seeing the clowns in my class acting like how they are.. Makes me think twice before doing something.. It's something good..

And I'm broke.. Please.. God Of Fortune.. Let my momma strike some lottery or such.. A mere 10k would be enough.. Tho it's alot.. But we really need it now.. (: So please, if you see this.. Grant my simple wish ;D

Anyways.. Have been hooked back into rapping.. I mean listening to the raps... Eminem in particular, is what I've been listening to of late.. His songs' lyrics are awesome.. Reflecting on his life and they RHYME!! Try rhyming a verse.. It would take you years.. He's a god lyricist.

And when I'm trying to solve some question in class, his songs would play in my head uncontrolably. It's kinda irritating when I'm straining my brain cells and the songs just keeps playing from A-B..

Eamon is Emo.

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Panzi (: . May your wishes all come true. ;)
Well, back to blogging. Really upset.. Only few knows why.. But moving on have always been my forte. It seems like I'm really used to it. School was alright. Cept for the Presentation. Fucked it up in the middle. Brain went *POOF*, blank instantaneously. Cocked it up by speeding through, got a 12.5 was ok for me too.. Break, saw Sara and her friends. Afiq was too shy to sit with us.. Then moved on and shall skip to after school.
Finished Wrtoral and was about to go home. Monk wanted to buy EngDraw book and followed him to SME. Directed us to the printing shop. Saw Jasmine on the way up..
Coincidentally, she was there to print things too.. Waited while the shop lady printed the notes.. Then didn't dare to ask for her number.. So thought of going home.. But remembered Monk said he would help me ask if he had the chance to. So came the chance, (: . Then he really asked her.. Thanks monk.. She said to ask her myself.. Considering...
Why do I have to fall for the girls that are attached. WHY!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME. After they have broken up, my feelings faded too.. Dumb..

Is it the time that you hold on to or is it the feeling that holds onto you.


Sometimes I wonder what talent do I have.
Do I really have none? D:

Feel like rapping alot. . Wanna learn from some nigga. . Or just some white niggas. .

MY HEROINE ...

Start of school again. Tired, unusually tired. Totally wiped out during maths..
School was ok.. Usual hobby.. Then saw 1 , 2 , 3 or 4 .. (:
Though it might sound heavenly, it's not. It's just.. hmm....
Presentation tomorrow.. Very scared. bye

If only.. I wish.. Not gonna...

The week could be better if it would last longer.. Maybe a couple of days more would have been fine.. Weekend was filled with fun and laughter.. And today sums it all up. 8 matches, 16 teams from the Barclays Premier League playing at the same time and all the matches shown live on TV. If only I had 8 TV sets side by side and the time in the world. I would pause it and live the moment. .
Feeling so depress knowing that the truth hurts so so much. In no position to know, yet I so much wanna.

It just don't feel the same anymore. NOOB TAXI DRIVER

Last night, slept at 4am. It would mean it's morning. Whatever.. Before that, downloaded songs but I'm still gonna buy the CD tho I've downloaded most of the songs.
Turning back to listening to rap.. Anyways, I'm late already. Blog when I'm back. Stay tune
Finally home at 4.30am..
Alright .. Went to meet Yankai and Keith at Whitesands at 4. Then train-ed to City Hall and walked to Suntec.. Stopped at HMV to look at Eminem's latest album. Wanted to buy it, but didn't. Gonna ask mum to sponsor me the Eminem's book.. Then met the Shumei, Linghui, Xuanda and Ernest at Suntec.. Walked to Marina Square to buy Jiamin's birthday present.. Then went seperate ways. Bought tickets to Night At The Museum 2. Before that had 3 hours.. So ate and arcade-ed and pool-ed.. Movie started and it was quite a hilarious show. Cute characters..
Then ended at 11.45pm.. Walked to Bugis and to OG to withdraw money.. To CYL's pool and played. Saw tanny, not as pretty as before.. So played from 1am to 3am.. Then after that walked to Kallang area.. I just know it's a long distance. While walking, Yankai did lots of nonsense... LOL. Damn funny.. Then took cab and the taxi driver was damn fucking noob.
When boarded, first thing he looked at our faces.. Then asked pay by nets or cash... Then he forgot to turn on the meter.. Then he was damn worried we would run.. So I asked him "Uncle, we look like bad kids meh. We don't run .. We don't do such things..." He still didn't trust us.. Then Keith alighted first, after he alighted. He asked Keith to pass the money to Yankai... WTF.. I asked the uncle "Uncle you kena cheated alot of times ah.." He said "ALOT!!" Fucking agitated.. Loser.. Then he tells us the stories.....-.-
Then the Yankai was last to alight.. Mere $15 cheat his lan ah.. Noob face...

TEST ! TEST! TESTS!!!

Last week's math test was do-able. Careless mistake caused me 7marks..
Then tomorrow there's 2 tests... CKT and DFUND. Given up on DFUND totally. No hope at this point of time. . Gonna buck up slowly like I do with CKT..
Today... Nothing really happened. . Normal day.. School's going pretty well, feeling quite confident.. Still thinking about the changing course option I might be taking up come August...
Sister having problem with relationship.. Wonder what happened..
I'm thinking would I be the same? Could I do it differently? Should I try? . .

Life's cruel.. Reality's cruel.. You're crude

School have been .. Well, busy and not busy at the same time. Fun and bored at the same time. Fuck my course, hate it to the core. Have been hanging out with the malay boys in class recently.. They are.. Fun .. Lame and jokers.. And definitely irritating. But they are the best to hang out in class.. Lol
But then if I blog about everything here, I would sound so 2faced.. Which I'm already half-there... I hate myself.. I hate this course and my classmates. Fuck you all

A class full boys is no good.

Having trouble adapting to the class, STILL. Yes, a couple of my classmates are soooo dammnnnn irritating. . One motherfucker, F²!!! Cheebye, think he very handsome, lanjiao la. Si ah gua. Cheebye, can't stand him. Motherfucker. ARGH! How I wish I have bunch of loyal possies or just friends, we can go fucking beat him till he look so motherfucking ugly, tho he already is.
Another is a si huan na. Another attention seeking black motherfucking hoe. Why!! Why I si lanjiao sua kena all this bullshit. Course already one shit, now this. Fuck.
But things seems to be like this for me. Starting of year, buay gum here buay gum there. Second year all steady. Like norris emerson keith yankai they all... HOPEFULLY, things will get better.
Think will change course too, see how things goes. FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS, STOP TALKING IN CLASS WILL YOU? BITCHES.

The hardest living thing to figure out....

I thought I knew all, I was stumped. I don't and have yet to master it. Consulted mom on the topic. Showed a few pictures. Come to think of it, the past is still better. She said DZ is too matured looking. Can't seem to get over her yet.
Nothing really facisnating happening currently in my life. Just school, slack, home, comp.

School and I.

Before that, Sunday was great. Liverpool won, though Manu did too.. But we're showing what we're capable of doing next season. I still think there's a glimmer of hope for us before the title is over..
Back to school.. Nothing much happened.. Cept that Zakiyyah somehow set her friend up to let me see her. Wellllll..... Hmm..... Ok.....
Then it got kinda awkward, her friends knows about it. So I'm not quite comfortable going up to her and talk to her...
In school, stayed back to wait for Zakiyyah, to see B's face... And also waited for Leon. Did maths while waiting and I can understand it very well now... :D. Now, all's left is Wrtoral and CKT andDFUND. Hope I can do well.. bye

Soccer and Me

Was watching soccer and I realised soccer isn't just a sport. The fans watching the match are facing a huge challenge, mental challenge. You must not let your fear or joy overwhelm you, otherwise the result could be deadly. An example, a man was watching his favourite team playing, and when the team went a goal down, he had a heartattack and died from it. I sure wouldn't want to be in his shoe.
Anyways, I've got my laptop. It's Acer ASPIRE 4937G. With gfx NVIDIA GeForce G105 Turbocache. :D Better than my current desktop. My desktop is running on second hand shits from an uncle who claims to repair and upgrade desktop for a low price. Should have guessed it, how can anything good be cheap. Piiishh... Glad to have my laptop. Soon, I'll be playing games with it:D. Bye for now..

Define Paikia

And I'm NOT one. Temasek Poly is where I'm studying now. My friends call me paikia -.- . Even my teacher calls me that. Do I really look like one? Does looking like one makes me one? Then alot of people are guilty of being a so called "paikia". There's no real gangster in Singapore. Maybe only the old timers. . Singaporeans need to grow up.
I've moved on . TP offers many and I'm not in any difficulty trying to find one. :D

SaturdayLong day. Slept at 5.30 the previous night and woke up at 1.30pm. Family brought Pepsi to farmway to train. Left for the place at around 2, and the interior of the car of freaking hot. Reached the place and 1 dog was seen on the scene. Not the 10+,20 dogs we were expecting. Went in the place and let Pepsi try the "facilities". Soon, the place was filled with dogs and their owners. Big and small, brave and timid dogs got together. Pepsi felt uncomfortable as he had never been in such situation before. He was running away from all the dogs that were sniffing his ass and trying to climb onto our laps for safety. After an hour or so of playing, left the place for Tampines to have our lunch. Had fishball noodles and home after that. Played computer and watched television. Then the clock ticked 8.30pm. Lights and all electrical appliances off. Dad came home at thattime and started blabbering some nonsense about how there's no need to turn off the lights and so on. But we did eventually,and we lit candles at some parts of the house and had our dinner. But not all lights were off, only the dinning room's lights was turned on. Had plain porridge and sardins, sotongs and chicken for dinner. After that, 9.30pm and normal activities were resumed. Went to godmother's house and stayed there for awhile. Chatted with her and took some clothes . Home after that. The initial plan of going to CBD area with Shumei, Xuanda and company was cancelled due to the other parties having stuffs going on. So we missed the sacred hour. Hope all my friends who received my message did turn off their electrical appliances and help save the Earth . Goodbye
SundayEarly and long day . Woke up at 8am, bathed and at breakfast. Had cereals before heading out to take 359 to whitesands. Reached and took train to Simei. Bought 1.5l mineral water and 2buns from bread shop. Headed over to Norris's house and boarded the car. Went to Vivo area and had breakfast again. Saw 2 prettygirls over there. (: Love looking at pretty girls.Then went to some place, to buy tickets to board the ferry. But wrong place and had to go back to the car and drive to somewhere quite far. And there was no parking lots, so we missed the 11am ferry and had to wait for 2hours. While waiting, groups of students sat on the floor beside us[somewhere near]. Then I was babe-hunting. Played big2 at the same time and moved to third level for more privacy. Then 1pm came and boarded the ferry. Stopped at St.Johns Island and a group of people boarded the ferry. Saw a babe wear a bikini inside her white tube. Whewwwww, she was a caucasian or some other foreign babe. Then Kusu Island was next and alighted. Went to the swimming lagoon and started fishing. After some time, the babe came with her mother and sister, if I'm not wrong, and settled at the shelter beside ours. Wasted the opportunity of getting her MSN and she was gone by the time I decided to pluck up my courage. So, missed it and continued fishing. Had much fun with catching the small parrot fishes. And the scenery was a killer. What a sight, you really have to see it to believe it. Pictures does not do the scenery full justice. Then got ready and waited for the next ferry at 6pm. During that time, had fun throwing rocks into the sea. Then took the last ferry back to Kusu Island and went to Pasir Panjang to have our dinner. Norris's father and uncles treated us to it. So basically, me and Keith were free-loaders for the day without having to pay a penny for anything. Then home. (: Great day. Great eye-feasting day. Bye
TuesdayToday, slept at 3.30am in the morning and managed to get up at 7.20am in the morning. That shows how biased I am towards my friends. Got ready and met Yazmine at Rina's busstop. Took a bus to Whitesands and we went to have our breakfast at Mac first. Keith and Leon overslept, so they were late. Had our breakfast, chatted for awhile and headed to Tampines to meet Norris. After which, we went to Tampines Mall's NTUC to purchase some dead prawns. Paid for it and left for the interchange. Waited for bus31 and soon boarded a double-decker. Then we reached and we walked to the hawker while Keith went to relieve himself at the toilet near BDJ. But when we reached the Hawker, it was closed for renovation. So no food for the day. Then we walked to BDJ and I received a call from Khairul saying that he and Zul got chased out by banglas. So we went to the rock beside the jetty and started fishing. I started alot later cos I wasn't in the mood to fish. Khairul, Zul and Yazmine left their bags and everything on the shore and setted up their equipments. Khairul then sat beside me on the rock and chatted. Then the tide came so sudden that they belongings were soaked by the sea water. Their reactions were so damn funny, I swear that I was laughing my head off and Khairul was sitting beside me with that shocked face and doing nothing. That made me laugh harder! Haha. Then Khairul went down to take his belongings and due to the slippery surface of the rock, he had to slowly "slide" down the rock. He went down saying " I am Spiderma-" and before he could finish his line, his phone came out of his pocket and hit the rocks before falling onto the soft sand. Parts of the phone came off and I was laughing my head off AGAIN! He stood on the sand with both of his hands behind his head giving the "OMG" look! Haha!!! Then I said to him sacarstically " Khairul, nice spiderman skills" while laughing! Haha, he is damn joker and that's why I enjoy asking him out to fish. Then Norris started the day with a small catch and Zul replied with a huge eel-tailed catfish. Everyone were so excited that we all crowded around the catfish. Then after hours of no catch at the rock, people were seen walking into the jetty nonchalently. So we followed suit, and went inside. Then we tried to catch tambans and todak. But todaks were damn smart and didn't got caught. Tambans were limted and only caught a few. The rest of the day can be described as sunny, bored and hungry. Then the malay boys went home first while we continued fishing. Babe hunting at the same time, we were told to get off the jetty. Did so and headed to Tampines to have our Lunch+Dinner. Had hotplate rice at Century Square and chatted for awhile. Had real fun looking at babes and their bloops. Then Norris went to have his name made on a belt and walked around while waiting for it. Then went to Library after that and slacked awhile. Playground was next and sat on the swing. It's been a long long time since I last sat on a swing. And then had so much fun that we forgot we are teenagers. Felt so young and carefree at that time. Then the clock struck 8 and we went home. Norris and Keith took buses home while Leon and I went to buy water from an econ. Then we saw this girl , well, we literally look at girls wherever we are. Then walked home and had a nice chat.

I'm back. Tuesday, met Keith, Leon and Norris at Tampines mall at around 7.15. Dad fetched me there cos I was late. Then stood outside the MRT station for about 10mins before they came out from NTUC. Headed to interchangea and narrowly missed the bus. Waited for 3omins before the next one came, it was a double decker. The journey lasted 30mins or so and alighted . Walked for 10mins before reaching marina parade hawker, ate carrot cake for dinner. Then walked to BDJ and climbed up the walkpath. I did it myself. So proud. Haha.. Then walked to the end and set up everything. Then set up tent.. Ah, lazy elaborate. Just that during the fews hours, made friends with two uncles who caught an amazing 5 sibei cool fish and 1 catfish. Keith had three bites, but all got away. Norris had twice or thrice too, but also got away. So no fish for us. Packed up in the morning and went home. Bus-ed to Tampines and had Macs for breakfast. Home at 9. THEN, got ready and waited for Xuanda. Bused to Whitesands and trained to outram. Slept on the train and walked to take train to don't know where. Vivo... Then met Lh, Sm, Jm and chai. Bought the tickets and off to sentosa we went. I was the only one who didn't have a bag. So I didn't had much fun. Got to the beach and they set up the straw mat. That was my place to sleep. They played volleyball then got into the sea. I layed down to sleepfor an hour . Then they came back from volleyball and I woke up. Then they went to the sea and I sat down to sleep for another hour. So I basically spent $3 just sleep on the beautiful beach. Lol. Babes were seen with bikinis on. LOL. Then I went to play with the water, with my legs. Shumei laid on the mat to suntan while Linghui sat beside her. So it was awkward for me to go back there. Then 3+.. Went to clean up. Bought a drink for $2.2 and went back to the mat . Then the girls' turn to shower. An hour plus was spent waiting for them. Back to Vivo to eat and home. Sent SM home , (:
BYE

Did I mention? Liverpool is on top form now. 13 goals in the past three games and only conceded one. (: So happy. Premier League Title, here we come

Sorry for the lack of post . I kinda forgot what I've done the past few days. Oh yes.. Friday was basketball at Keith's area. Nothing much happened. Just played and played. Then went to Leon's house to play Battlefield awhile before going home. Then the next day, was fishing in the morning with Keith and Norris. Slept at 4am and woke up at 8.30am. Showered, bus-ed to WS and took train with Keith to Tampines. Then met Norris and 31 to BDJ. Fished for tambans(fish in nasilemak) and then met 1 guy. He thought us many tricks for fishing and even helped Keith catch a Todak [ kinda look like a sword fish ]. Then we caught so many tambans that it filled a small ice box. I and the guy caught most of them, well, he caught more than me. Then no luck with the big fishes and the rain threatened to pour. Home we went, but before that was Simei's I.P Zone for Keith's "shopping". Saw a huge eyes girl there, kinda cute(: . Then bought the shirt and dinner at LJS. Then home.. Sunday, class bbq. I wouldn't call it a class bbq cos the teachers weren't there and not everyone from the class attended. Had fun with soccer, bbq and eating and basketball. Catching up with the malays were fun. Had small chats with almost everyone one of them and ate quite alot, compared to my normal bbq appetite. Owe Rina alot of money. And I injured my fourth finger on my right hand and there's a blue black now. My finger's kinda twisted. The day ended with Leon, Yankai, Norris and me walking home. Norris boarded the last bus while the three of us walked home. Nothing much eh.. Kinda bored ..
Oh and today. Sis fetched me to TP to hand in a form and after that I took 15 to WS. Then 12 to aunt's house to get the cap I ordered from cousin. Then payed and 109 to blk 641. Stopped at the wrong stop and had to walk under the scorching sun to 642. Lift-ed to 12 storey and passed the cap to sis. (: Hope she likes it. Had to persuade her for 10mins before she was willing to step to her door. Lol. Then bus-ed home. First time traveled so far alone. Feels kinda good. Haha. bye

Mac and Me

My family hates me. Not me, but how I spend my money. Most of my money is spend on, going out and food. Not just ANY food, but good expensive food. Maybe not THAT good, but the charges and everything else adds up to quite an amount. Just ordered Macs online using mum's credit card, of cos it's with her approval, and it costed me $10. Then when I was indulging in the sweetness of the hotcakes, my dad woke up and found me eating it. He started off with "What you doing, never sleep!!??". Then continued with "What you think you doing in the middle of the night, can sleep don't want to sleep" after my reply " Eating macs.."[nonchalently]. Then he went to complain to my mother, and my mum came down saying "See, told you to sleep right.". Lol. Guess I deserve it. But until I refurnish my room, I doubt I will be sleepin gat around 2am. It's either I sleep before 1 or after 6. (:
I seriously need money. Not sure if I should gamble on soccer this coming weekend. Odds are low but there's still profit. Afraid I would get addicted after winning some.. Mom agreed but disagreed after I told her I'm afraid of getting hooked up. In a dilema.BYE!

4am still not sleeping. Same old reason.
Getting over her already. People like Chai is the main reason. He just keeps spilling the cold hard truth on you till you give up. Like "People got boyfriend already, still need you to fetch her home meh." and "They three years already, you think so easy break meh.". These words keeps playing in my head. They just turns me off. Every word is so true. Three years of relationship means alot and if prescence can break it, I rather not have her.
Maybe telling her how I felt is a wrong decision. But I wanna see how she reacts to it. Hmm, Poly life's starting soon. Hope to see new faces, fresh start .
Problem now is, I'm hungry and I don't know if I should order Mac. =/

FISHING AND RIDING. RECORD-BREAKER

Let me start off by saying, IT'S AMAZING THAT I'M AWAKE AT THIS TIME! Wanna know why? Ok, it's 1.50 am now.
Here goes. The highly anticipated cycling to ECP to overnight fish was conducted on Monday night. That night.. Met Keith at Loyang bus stop at 6pm. Then cycled to CC bikie shop to pump air and met Yankai and Leon there. Then Norris messaged and say he will be late. So I went to eat first while they drank water at the hilltop coffee shop. Then 6.30, headed off to Simei. Cycled by Tampines JC, Tampines201 and finally we reached Simei. Half an hour ride and we reached there at 7pm. Norris said he would be ready by 7.30, so we waited under his block talking bout nonsense and doing stupid things. Then 7.30 and he messaged and say he would be late. Fuck, so we waited another 30mins before he was ready. Then off we go to ECP!
Norris led the road, an unfamiliar one. Through Tanah Merah, some ulu place and many other bumpy and dark paths and HIGH WAY, EXPRESS WAY. Yes, we cycled up the spiral express way leading to Marina Square, and we crossed the Highway and to ECP road. Then when we were reaching the short cut road, road block. We went in anyways and met some banglas doing construction work. So we had to carry our bikes to the grassy path and pushed it till we got pass the construction area. Then cycled to ECP. When we reached there. It was already 9pm. So we took an hour to reach ECP from Simei. Then from our end of ECP, we cycled to the other end of ECP to fish. Pass BDJ, soccer court, burger king, mac. Then we ate at the hawker before going to the jetty. Finally we reached our destination at 10pm... Settled down and fished. But the place was pitch black and we had to use torchlights. We casted our rods and played poker. But afte hours of waiting, still no luck. So we cycled to Mac at around 1am+. Ate Mac and chatted for about an hour or so. Then cycled back to the small jetty and I didn't cast anymore cos too many noobies were there. They kept casting their rods over to our line and got tangled with our lines. Dumbos. Then 3am, Panzi and her friends were going home. So we packed up and cycled to the other end of ECP to try our luck. The jetty was much better with no one there and dryer floor. So we settled and casted and pokered. AND, Yankai found $6 lying on the floor when he was trying to find some leaves to burn. And we decided pool was on him[Keith,Norris and Yankai saw this place with pool above Mac.] Then we slacked till morning.. .. . . STILL NO BITE!!! So we decided to pack up and go. Suddenly, Norris felt something. He reeled in his line and what do you know, A FISH!!! An edible one!! LUCKY! They consulted a uncle about the fish, he said it was a good one. So Norris got lucky and his dinner is settled. Then we cycled back to MAC and had our breakfast. But during the journey back, it rained heavily and we sought shelther. Back when the wait was a tit too long, we decided to cycle in the rain. So by the time we reached MAC, we were soaking wet. But not to the extent, because the rain stopped while we were half way there. Then after Mac, we went up to the pool place and played for 2hours. Costed Yankai and Norris $19. Keith, Leon and I were broke, so they treated us. Then we were very tired and decided to head back. And we tried a new route. This time, much safer but much further. 7KM to Bedok Reservior road with many bridges to climp and uphills to cycle. Whew, thigh muscles were cramping soon, I can feel it. Reached Bedok Reservior after 1 hours 30mins and cycled to Tampines Safra. Norris went separate ways and headed home while we went to take a pit stop at 7-11. Someone treated me H20 and we rested for awhile. It was 2 or 2.30 when we were at the pit stop. Then we cycled back . Keith went separate ways when we left for the Tampines Connector. Leon, Yankai and I cycled back using the Tampines connector and I thought I could chiong up the slope, but when I was reaching, THE WORST THIGH CRAMP HAPPENED. Stood under the unforgiving sorching hot sun for 5mins. Then cycled back home and bathed before eating MAC again, bought by my sister. Then slept from 4.30 to 9.30. Awake till now. Going to try to sleep. Am not sleepy but lazy. Haha, maybe will edit tomorrow. Kinda lazy to read through, BYE
I forgot to mention this. I kinda did some rough calculation and think we broke our own record. We cycled for a MINUMUM OF 25KM to and fro. Just cycling for end to end and to eat and to toilet and stuffs at ECP, we covered more then 10km. To Simei and ECP and from ECP to Tampines to Pasir kinda took us 15 - 20km. I think roughly 30km of road was covered by us within 1 day, 20hours of cycling. Whew...

So, yesterday slept at 5am. And had tons of dreams. One of them was me and Shumei were kinda going out. So it was a great dream. We were like playing and I was like , happy? THEN!! The malay neighbours had to spoil that sweet dream of mine. The fucking guy had to call out my dogs name with that weird voice of his, and my dog barked one of his sharpest bark I've ever heard. Then I woke up. -.-!! The rest of the dreams, I kinda forgot bout them.
Now, my blog is invited to three person, Keith, Norris and Shamaine. Soon, everyone will know. Then there will be no secrets. -.-

Liverpool... Liverpool....!!

How's this for a night. Great match, one of the best I've witnessed so far. The huge triumph over Manchester United was an ecstacy pill for me. MU got the early lead through the penalty converted by Christiano Ronaldo. 9mins later, Liverpool came back with a thud. Torres chased for the loose ball created by the mistake of Vidic. With the keeper left, Fernandon Torres cooly got the ball past the keeper. There goes Van Der Sar's record, though it was broken by Newcastle that day. Then when the half time whistle was approaching within 5mins, Gerrard was brought down by Patrice Evra in the box. The referee pointed to the spot and I jumped for joy. Without surpirse, Gerrard cooly slot it past the keeper and it was 1 - 2, Liverpool lead going into half time. Second half started and United kept on the pressure through the next 30mins, but to no avail. Soon came the triple substitution by Sir Alex Ferguson, replacing Carrick, Anderson and Park with Paul Scholes, Dimitar Berbatov and Ryan Giggs. It was a bold move from the Scot but it soon backfired following the dismissal of Vidic. Wiley had no choice but to show the Serb red after a lovely touch from Kuyt sent Gerrard clean through. Last man Vidic interjected and United were down to 10 men with 14 minutes left on the clock and no opportunity to make a change.Any hopes of a comeback were then dashed completely when Aurelio curled the resulting free-kick beyond van der Saar at the Stretford End. Ronaldo would have been proudGerrard could have made it four with the kind of chance he normally buries but it mattered not.Substitute Andrea Dossena showed the skipper how it was done on 90 minutes, lobbing van der Saar after a Reina punt. "We want five," sang the cluster of Liverpool fans at the opposite end of the ground. They know the title is still a long shot, but this result keeps United looking over their shoulder. Whatever happens come May, they'll never forget today.
:D

reminiscing the days

We were talking on msn and Keith kept saying about things that he missed doing in secondary school life. I miss it too. The paper soccer ball we used to kick around at the back of the classroom everyday after school. The times me and Emerson sat at the table in the bookshop disturbing the aunty. The bottle caps we shot at each other and the trouble we got into during class.

Classes were bored during those days and we would sleep through some of them. But Liu Yan's lessons were interesting cos we made it so. We would sit at the back of the air-conditioned classroom and play with our phone and when she came to us demanding our phones, we would change topics. I believe though we made teachers mad, they still love our batch. We disturb them, but to a limit. We respect them enough to keep them going, teaching us at their best. PE lessons were the best. Exercising at our own will, what could beat that. And math lessons were great cos I kept improving under the teachings of Elmo. Ms Chua, what can I say. Best teacher ever. Showed us care and concern, making us feel comfortable talking to her about our personal matters. Ms Chee, good teacher but spare us the nagging :X. Ms Heng, she gave up on me and I don't blame her. I didn't show her enough respect to gain it from her, so we were truce.

Yazmine, Faris and Khairul(blocked by Faris). This picture says a thousand words. I can take this picture which shows that the teacher was slack enough to let me do so. And the fact that they were having fun "sitting" in the air shows that the teacher didn't care about us. We do dumb stuffs to keep the timing moving. Great days. . Great days. .