Depressed

Suddenly feel that, I'm of no use living in this world.
I'm just ... nothing.
No talents, being used most of the time..
I'm fucked up depressed right now.

You really mean alot to me. It's been awhile since I've been like this.
Maybe it's the first time it felt ever so close. I thought success was undeniable. It seems , I've always been wrong. To believe I would be successful in something. Dumb me.
Why can't I be confident of myself like some people. Mentally weak, physically weak, emotionally weak.. I'm fucking weak.