I watched this video. And I found it pretty interesting. Get to the middle of the video and you'll understand. This guy is Mike Valley. He beat 4 guys' ass and he said "When you get into a fight, it doesn't matter if you win or lose. In the end you will just feel "Aw that sucks"." Well, I didn't got into a fight before and I doubt I will want to get into one. He's a fighter and he's not cool with the idea of getting into a fight. (:. Enlightened.

Today was nothing special. Went out to have dinner and that's all. I wanna get a new radio and my room decorated or renovated. I want it my style and I want alot of things.

Hello, it's 5.44am now. I'm not sleeping even though I'm fucking tired. There's a reason behind this but I don't wanna type it now. Went to a factory in Clemeti in the morning yesterday. Worked with both sis and sis's boyfriend. Sleepy when working and the packet of rice was not enough. Worked from 10am to 6pm. Dad and mom fetched us to dinner at Tampines. Ate a plate of black pepper chicken chop for dinner. Now I'm freaking hungry. Stomach growling louder than ever. The packet of rice, which I didn't finish because it sucks, and the chicken chop was all I had today. Supposed to meet Keith and Brandon and don't know who else to fish at Pulau Ubin. But am not going anymore. Maybe next time.
Suddenly I think of the day we're gonna get our results, my heartbeat skips many beats and I just feel so nervous. Hope I don't faint when I get my results in a month's time. New year's coming soon. 2009 is coming. So soon school is reopening for many but not me. Hahahahahahah. I'm bored so I'm random. BYE

So it WAS christmas, time passes so quickly. Received just one present, a shirt from sis. Thanks. Didn't got anyone a present. Was lazy to shop for one and I'm broke. Gotta start working and save money for poly.
Christmas sucks, didn't celebrate, no nothing. Just ate a whole pizza by myself and I'm hungry now. High metabolism rate? Don't know. Gotta wake up by 6/7 am to watch basketball and eat mac breakfast. Love the holidays. Haha.

Shopping with family. Dad drove us to have lunch and to City Hall area to shop for clothes. Bought alot of shirts and polo Ts. Am satisfied. Treated my eyes with ice creams.
No idea why sluts are so persistent. Now I know why prostitutes are so rich. (:
//Edit
Forgot to mention. I met Ms Chua and her husband at Marina's Starbucks. Chatted while drinking. It was great meeting her, been awhile seen I've seen her. She sure looked happy with her husband. Haha

Sup, caught another movie yesterday. It was the IP MAN. It is pronounced as yip mun, its in cantonese. Its a show about chinese martial arts. The main character is acted by Donnie Yen as Ip Man. He is a martial artist himself, so he makes the perfect person. The martial arts in this show is wing chun. Its a martial art found by a female. Its fucking nice and elagant. So to those people who think you can fight, stop dreaming. This is called real fighting. (: No need to agitate anyone, you hide your true talent and not flaunt what you don't have.
"There are no husband in the world that is afraid of their wives, only husbands that respect their wives". How true.
Whether you like martial arts or not, go catch it. Its one of the best out there. I would watch it a million times and not get bored. Haha. BYE

Helllllooooo, been in great mood lately. Quitting that job seems to be the right choice. So I've been playing games. And I went to catch a movie with Xuanda yesterday. Saw panzi jie and sylvia :D. So long didn't see them already. So chatted for like 1 to 3 mins then we went separate ways. Caught the movie "YES MAN". It was a love+comedy type of movie. After that bought Subways and walked home. Gonna go watch IP MAN later on with my family. Hope it doesn't disappoint me.

Ok, so on the left side. The girl is the actress in the show YES MAN. She is pretty. And this show is worth every penny. So go catch it before its gone. Ciao, gotta run

Hi there. I've quitted my job in NTUC! Very glad that I did it. Haha.
Have been slacking these two days. I have alot of spare time. So I can finally go out with my friends!
Here's a few jokes I heard on the radio.

What did one angel say to another?
Halo(Hello) there:D
What happened when snow girl fell out with snow boy?
She gave him the COLD shoulder! :D
What did santa wear when he went down the chimney?
A soot(suit)!!!
Why is the elf depressed?
He have LOW self esteem!
What type of bird can write?
A PENguin!!

Lol, quite lame but its kinda funny.
Jie, I know that you sad when you know about IT. But remember, I'm always here for you and I'm sure lots of your friends will stand by you. Stay strong k? Just talk to me when you're feeling down, I am more than willing to be your listening ear.

Skipped work for two days, on Sunday and Monday. So I had some rest. And I felt lazy that I had to work the next day, which is today. But, I dragged my butt off my bed and got to work early in the morning at 7am. It started off bad, because I was still groggy from my sleep but then I freshened up and started to work at my normal pace. And I felt sick and vomitted a few times in my mouth. And had stomach aches. And my supervisor said he say that the cheenaa cleaner says I'm weak. Maybe I'm lazing off. Yeah, I might have laze off for some minutes, but I was really fucking sick. So mind you cheena, if you have so much time to talk, go fucing work so that you have money to get married. IN CHINA. WHERE EVERYTHING IS FAKE AND POISONED. Fucker.
Want to quit the fucking underpaying job. But I want the $1k.
Ren yi shi, fen ping lang jing. Ren yi shi, hai guo tian kong. NABEH! THIS ?? Not for me. I can't do it. My bad..
:Edit;
Went over to Tampines to have our dinner with family, except for sis. Had steamboat. Although not filling, its still nice. There I saw a girl quite familiar, though I don't know her. She's quite cute but I didn't got the chance to ask for her number. She was with her family and I was with mine. So I guess we're not fated? When will my fate come? Have been waiting for it for so long.
And I'm still thinking of quitting my job, so many negative points of it and my family keeps telling me to quit. I'm in a dilema!!! HELP!

Work for half day today. Went home due to my elbow. Had a little strain on the veins or something like that. Hurt like fuck, but when I got home. All was well. :D
Skipping work tomorrow. Getting kinda lazy to go to work. $30 a day is fucking little and for the work we are doing. Its underpaid hard labour.
Went out at night for dinner. To a "gangster" place. Then went over to fetch sis and over to Tampines for her dinner. Liverpool's match was on and everyone had their eyes fixed on the television screen. When we got there, it was a draw. Soon after, 1-0 to Hull. OG by Carragher made things worst for Liverpool. But a double from Gerrard gave Liverpool a point. The second half was pure beauty. Although no goals were scored, Liverpool dominated the game and held their opponent to a stalemate. It was a poor result as Liverpool had many chances to go ahead. Another stalemate for Liverpool and this gives Chelsea an opportunity to overtake Liverpool and take the throne for BPL FOR THE MOMENT! Next match, Liverpool SHALL take all three points home and Chelsea shall take none. :D
Soccer make me go nuts. :D bye

Every thing we do have a consequence. Good for good and bad for bad. It's called retribution. Guessed I had it and am having it. Some how or the other, I kinda gets what I dished out dishing back at me. Rough times I am having now. People goes out and enjoy, I'm working for the cold hard cash. So that I can really celebrate when the time's right.
I found out that I can throw a punch but can't take a punch. Listening to emo songs now. Feels jealous when I see happy people. Why can they be so happy when some people are not.
Don't know what I'm typing, but just some thoughts I'm having.
People don't take a second look at people who needs help. People nowadays only care for themselves. "Hey, I need help. Ah, fuck them. Mine more important." Fuck you retards. And they spend their parents money like there's no tomorrow. And I'm getting more and more racist everyday. Hate cm.
Damn, messed up thoughts. Maybe will blog again tomorrow. Ain't thinking straight. Tired after a day of work. BYe

Fuck, my page just refreshed.
5/12/2008
Two words sums up my day. Bad day. Work was __. Fucking cuts and had a few tiffs with the staffs there. Fucking Cheena pissed me off. Seriously hate Cheenaasssss. Am having an offday tomorrow, which means paid to rest."An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind". True but __ it.Nothing much. Wanted to blog so much but nothing comes to my mind now. I'm sad, feel like crying but told myself not to cry. Work is very stress, and I don't wanna let my family know that I'm sad. I want to help my family carry their burden, not to add another on them. So I shall torture myself till the day where I can get everything off my chest. I really hate tearing, just make me feel weak and not myself. Social life is going up and down randomly. Went to have dinner with family, except eldest sister, and it was enjoyable. Could feel that dad was happy and so was everyone. Guess the only place I can really be myself is at home. And the person I once wanted is now beyond my reach. So I shall bid goodbye and wish you all the best.
6/12/2008
Nothing much. No work, went to have my fortune told with my family. Not satisfied with it. After that was my aunt's shop. Tried on a two jackets/cardigan. Took/bought 1 pair of jeans and a pair of three-quaters.

Everyday working. New additions to my injured arm. (:
Got my pay today. $455 for 1/2 month. Quite litte but at least there's few hundred for me to spend and to fill my empty bank account up. Gave mom dad and both sis money. I ain't stingy when it comes to giving family money. So.... Nothing much is happening ...
I want to upload the pictures I took during work. But I'm lazy to spend the time to wait for the uploading the pics. Maybe Saturday. Off day (:
BYE

29/11/2008
Great day. Work in morning. Had lunch with Shafiq cos Keith didn't work. Met Qijun after work and he bought his stud. Went to downtown then took bus to 700+. Played ball with Brandon, Keith, Qijun and Lai Hock came later. And I did three good deeds today. :D
1:Donated money to some Charity(few cents only :X)2:Bought a pen to help ex-convicts, was approached by ex 369 fighter. Haha3:Fed a stray cat. It was starving, rib-cage could be seen.
Work tomorrow, I am currently running low on energy and money. Hope to get my pay soon.
Not much to blog about. But my social life is improving. So I guess that's a good news..Ciao

30/11/2008
Worked, had gastric pain and took a 1hr20mins rest. After work, got home and went for bball. Saw the cat again. It was trying to take out 1 pigeon. The pigeon was not able to fly. But the cat was toying with it. Got so close to it but didn't touch it. Funny cat and pigeon. And my fingers are gonna be severed off sooner or later. Had cuts, bruises, deep wounds and red itchy spots on my fingers and palm. Fun day.. But got the roster for this month. Not gonna be so simple anymore. Its jumbled up, all the timing and working day. Just deal with it as the days passes.
/EDIT>> KEITH DID A SLAM DUNK. LOL

Fucking hate people lying to me. If you wanna distant from us, few words from yourself to us does it. Why toy us. Fucking hell when I saw that pic. Able to go out with your friends and not us. Find a better excuse or tell us straight. CHEEBYE

Damn fuckish. Everytime before I blog, I will have alot of things on my mind and ready to type it down. But everytime I open the blogger web, and this posting page appears, my mind becomes blank.
Anyways, went to work today. Was reluctant at first, but when I started working, everything went smoothy and I worked happily. Haha. I was given the job to unpack the brocollis and place it in a basket. When I was unpacking the brocollis, I saw this dead caterpillar. It was so cute but it froze to death. Cos ice-shreds were placed in the styrofoam box with the brocollis, so the greedy caterpillar froze to death while eating the brocolli. Took pictures of it, but I'm lazy to upload today.
Just now went out to play bball and eat. Had fun with bball ...

And Neo, just know that we will be there when you need anyone to confide to. No need to carry the load yourself.
I wish to be there for my friends. But alot of my friends don't want me to be there for them. Many have other better friends to rely on. Just not me. Well, I will be here no matter what. Will try to help anyone (: BYE

I know you're lying. What can I do. Why torture yourself when you have a chance not to. Isn't that the dumbest thing to do.
Work tomorrow. Think I'm quitting soon. Although I really am in need of cash, I'm tired of this job and I just wish to slack.. So many things to do, so little time. Can't wait for NewYear and Poly to start. Have been watching Naruto. Gives me this feeling.. Can't explain but it makes me feel busy?
Fuck. Wasted 1 day of off-day.

Plans cancelled. Off-day wasted. Not sure of how I'm gonna spend the day. Don't wanna rot my day away. ITS A FUCKING OFF DAY!
What should I do, where should I go. Should I ask friends out? Maybe all of them are working their ass off or already had plans.
Fuck fuck fuck.

My blog's exposed to my sister, shall not blog too much details ^^

Didn't had time to blog for the past two days, slept the moment i came back home from work or i was too lazy to turn on the computer. Went to the training for NTUC today, and it was a total waste of time. Anyone can sleep during the session and the teacher didn't scolded the person. Managed to made myself stay awake for the first few hours. Had lunch at the nearby hawker centre, despite the hawker being damn dirty, the cheap chicken rice was damn nice. I said it wasn't nice at first but thought about it and changed my mind(:

Went back and played with my PSP during the session. Slept for 1/2hour before going home. Took train home and slacked. Dinner and went to meet Tan. Bought the gifts at the last min and bought a box. Made it and put the present inside. Went to Kenneth's house to borrow his pen to write on the card. Thanks Kenneth.

After that met Neo under her block. Gave her the present and chatted awhile. Walked her to E!Hub before going to mac to buy Tan's sister's food. Took bus home..
That's all I guess.. Tomorrow going out.. Bored and happy at the same time. Off day tomorrow! :D
I need my pay urgently. Gotta pay my mum and give money to everyone. -.-!!!
CIAO

Today is an off-day for me. So had plans. But didn't work out. So stayed home and slacked. And meimei confided her problems to me! :D Er... Nothing much. Working tomorrow.. Starts at 7am. Tired...
Guess I gonnna sleep early today. OH YA!
Yesterday wanted to blog something. Cos I'm working in NTUC, so everytime i turn to see families, i would try to see if among the crowd, my family would come see me work. But everytime I didn't see them, I would be disappointed and be like... sad. My friend's families/family have went to eat lunch with them or see them work. But mine had been there when I was having my lunch break. So sad so sad. Fated to be.. Can't wait to quit this job. This job is affecting my attitude. Been quite easily irritated and annoyed these past few days. When I see matreps or gangster-wannabe, I would be cursing them in my mind.
I have only one person in my family that I enjoy the presence of. And that is my sister's boyfriend. Whenever he comes during the weekends, we would challenge each other to a game of soccer in PSP and curse each other. As the only son in this family, I have no one to play fight with and no one to challenge to a game of soccer in PSP. My dad does the soccer part, my mum does the talking/confiding part and my sis does the "sup" part. So there aren't anyone that I can talk to about games other than my sister's boyfriend...
bye

Time passes so fast. In a blink of an eye, I've worked for a week now. Seriously so fast.. Today worked like a coolie, carried goods up and down. And 1 freaking carton/box of fruit weighs around 10kg and above. The heaviest was 20kg.. And my arm is covered with bruises! So is Keith's.. Today was 2mins late. And tomorrow is off-day for both Keith and I. And we are paid even if we are having an off-day! Full-timer's priviledge!! :D.

Tomorrow gonna go catch MADAGASCAR2 with .. er, not sure who yet. So the off-day will be well-spent. Gonna go take a shower before watching soccer now. :D BYE!

New collection of scars and scratches on my hand. Fucking cardboard sliced through my skin. And it's infected. Working 14 days is gonna get us paid with $400++. By 4december, I would be $400++ richer! And by 4January, I would be $900++ richer! Which will make me a thousandaire!

Nothing much to blog about. Just going to work, come home and sleep. Wake up for dinner and watch Naruto till 12am before going to sleep. Hopefully I wouldn't be late for work tomorrow. Long day ahead. BYE

Work today. As usual, cuts and bruises are becoming part and partial of the work. But something new happened today, I had gastric pain. I didn't have enough water and felt giddy. No food so I had gastric. So had a heavy lunch, chicken rice + rice, $4!!! And I almost vomitted cos I stuffed the rest of the 2nd bowl of the rice. And so I went home at 4. Watched anime and slept.. Was lazy to go out to have dinner but mum said we were having western food at potong pasir. . That place sells real delicious western food.!
So dad drove us to fetch mum and he sped at 120 - 150km/hr. Sis was next at NUS, and something got us back to Tampines to have a proper dinner ( rice + dishes). I was sick of having rice that's why I woke up to go to potongpasir for a nice meal of western food. But would did I get? RICE! BIASENESS __
1 -> 3, 2 ->1, 3 -> 2. This equation can only be understood by me. I really feel I ain't important in this family anymore. I used to be the most talkative one, but now when I get home from work, first thing I would do is to get a bottle of water and head to my room or watch tv quietly. Sis is taking over my place in making the family noisy and cheerful. Can always see them happily chatting together. So distant myself from them an let her take the spotlight. So I guess I am feeling what she felt that time. Well, feng shui lun liu zhuan. Let it be. I can live on without their acceptance. But I believe the sun will rise again after the storm (: BYE!

Work in the morning. 0700 to 1258 and had lunch at 1258 to 1357. worked till 1535 and went home. Was too tired to take a shower so went to sleep at 1715 to 1920. Ate and watched anime ... Now I have 20+ cuts just on my fingers. Think my fingers will be sliced off by Febuary. Lol.. Bruises and blue-blacks all over my arm .. Carried alot of cartons of fruits today. Fucking heavy. Who knew fruits would be this heavy. And fruits are dangerous. Haha.
And saw this huge eyes girl. Now I'm like ..... Sian 1/2 already. Lol... 7am work for another two to three weeks. FUCKING TIRED! Hope I can find an excuse to quit by end of January. Maybe poor results? :D
Byebye!!!

Back from work. Very very very tiring today. Slept at 1.30am yesterday and woke up at 6.20 am today. Got to work at 7.08am and everything was like fast forward.. Everything was to be done in a very short time. So everyone was like rushing. Had 10+ cuts on my fingers and many other abraisions on my wrist downwards. Damn fucking painful. But when I got it, there was no feeling. Maybe I was too engrossed in getting the job done,and I didn't notice the minor injuries. My back was damn tired due to the bending down I had to make. Had to bend down to take fruits, and had to carry boxed around 20kg.. Whew, tough job .. And the aunties were fucking noisy. And they told us not to talk to each other( as if keith and I) and they were yapping on and on ...

Now I seriously am dog tired. Not gonna fall asleep, afraid that I might not be able to sleep till tomorrow morning. Morning shift again for tomorrow. So fucking early and have to get ready before the shop opens. Damn.. Seriously is xue han qian. Bye

Changed blog link, though not alot of people know. Er.. changed as you can see that my tagboard is infiltrated by pests and unwanted beings..
First day of work today. Tiring but fun(:. Made alot of aunty friends and older friends. Quite fun.. But my legs are giving way.
And when i got home, i started having thigh cramps and FINGER cramps. Haha!! And when I took off my jeans. Red itchy spots were seen. Ouch!! And there's like abraisions and my palms like got rougher due to the contact with the insectisite on the fruits.. I'm really worried I might have diabetes. But I have cut down on the intake of soft drinks and its like major changes ! But still, I'm worried. Hopefully these red spots and bruises are just some minor injuries I had when I was working.
Gotta go eat. bye

Boring day, nothing much happened. Just sat at the sideline and watches the action unfolds without me. So this day really just pisses me off. Every single thing pisses me off to the core. From being mad at myself for nothing and apologising to VSTLL for nothing. Bet you are perplexed by that message. Well, not really myself today so I apologised for anything I've done?
Tomorrow's the first day of work. Haven't fotostack the required stuffs needed for the job. Am really tired, not sure if I can have the energy needed for working.

A man accompanied by his son was here to "kan feng shui". No idea what he was talking about. Holidays have been a bore.. Work starts on Monday. Soon, it will just be work and home and work and home..

Fuck tard, no mood lately. Very down in the dumps. No money to relieve stress. Wanna catch the show Madagascar. Or something like that. Qj and I have the same fucking problem. Why..?? It's tough to handle such fucking stupid thing. But this stupid thing, on another hand is what matters the most. I guess we just have to wait till the time is right?
或许放手只是唯一的选择.

Early in the morning met Ong and Ng under Ong's house. His neighbour fetched us to AMK place. The place was like made of manymany factories. And the pay was like only $4 or $4.50. So we said we would consider. Took bus back to Whitesands. They ate breakfast and went to NTUC to buy papers to look for jobs.
But we saw pehpeh and Syafiq and Tomy .... Alot of Lysians are working there. Pay was ok. Interviewed and ... WE ARE HIRED! Pay is Full-timers pay. So it's quite worth it. Ng and I are working at the fruits and vegetables section. SUCKS. Gotta wear a cap and it looks like shit. But we are paid extra to work there. $70 EXTRA! Should we take that ? Considering. Work starts on Monday. Looking forward to being an uncle.

Came home and slept from 12 to 4. Woke up and played computer. With VSTLL. Fun I can say, but suddenly sian. .... Going Ernest's house later on..
Check this

Totally happy.
Chatted the whole morning with VSTLL. Seriously damn funny and shocking.. Slept at 8 and woke up at 1430. Was super tired and hungry. Yesterday only had dinner for the whole day and today only had dinner too. How can anyone do this without losing weight. Obviously I lost 3kg and became back to 45kg. FUCK!!

Today gonna stay up and watch Liverpool.. (: AND!! A job came knocking on my door!! Yankai asked me if I am interested working with him and Keith at AMK. Of course I say yes la!! Shiok. Money gonna come rolling in. Calculated if I work the minimum required hours, I will earn $3480 in 4months!! :D SHIOK!

Later gonna go eat supper with cousin. CIAO! HAPPY

Its finally over. OFFICIALLY OVER. 2008 Olevel GRADUATES!! Celebrate till your pants drop!!!

Slept at 3am, woke up at 7. Went school, read through some notes and went in to take the last paper. Everyone just couldn't hold their anxiety of celebrating. Neither could I, but had no mood. (:
Now, I can stay up late and watch soccer matches, go out and have fun and finally earn some COLD HARD CASH.

Two strikes down and now I'm left with one.

GONG LI IS A SINGAPOREAN. LOL, RANDOM! BUT WHAT!!!??? GONGLI?? SINGAPOREAN??? LOL!.

I'm bored. bye

Great day, despite only catching two fishes ..
Met in Whitesands at 3pm yesterday. Took bus15 to don't know where and took a 1 hour walk to Bedok Jetty. Reached there around 5+. Alot of people and settled down. I didn't have a rod so I found 1 roll of fishing line and started tying and hooking and baiting. All done by myself and it look like some entangled wires.
Took me 4 to 6 hours to get 1 small grouper. LOL! While Brandon got 1 sharp sharp thing. Lol. The rest caught nothing . I caught a second grouper with my new bought roll of string and let both of the gropuers back to the sea.
Reached hpme around 9 and bathed and slept till 7.

As you can see my tagboard is infested with something's tags. It's English ain't half good and its correcting my English. My English don't suckS ballS. LOL!!! Go and read up before claiming you're smart! :D

Ignoring the next tag of the thing and let it play with itself. Yeah, I know I'm kind. Tuesday is the last paper and Let us celebrate this moment. BYE

Back from DTE. Went out with Chai and Lim. Watched HMS3. Ok I know its gay , but I must say that the show was quite awesome. SO, be it gay or whatever, go catch it. OR, you wanna wait for it to release in 2009 and catch it free on TV. (:

Last week Sunday worked with Sis. Pay is ok and the place was ok. Had fun overall. Suppose to work with her this week on both Saturday and Sunday... But I'm lazy to work on both days. Gearing into Holiday shift... No mood to work or get tired over money and Exams..

OBAMA is the first BLACK US President! AND, I'M worried. Would he be the second HITLER/STALIN?? WW≡!!

Tomorrow meeting Norris Keith Brandon and Keith's Friend. Hope will be fun?

Blogged enough?? Tag? (: Bye
我不知不觉中爱上了你.

This is my new blogskin. Many thanks to Yueming
Its 4am now and there's MT papers tomorrow. Can't sleep and I'm watching Russell Peters on YOUTUBE. Gotta go watch it man. Haha, he's coming to Singapore. Not sure about the details. :S
Liverpool is taking on Ateletico De Madrid now. Should I watch or should I go to sleep?? Second last paper!! (:
BYE

Very glad that I'm left with 3 subjects and I'm done and through with Secondary school life! Took the POA papers which many expected me not to turn up for, and I can say without a doubt I will get an F9. The other papers can say I've done and tried my best. Didn't do well for Maths p2.. Stressed up shit.
Nothing interesting is going on in my life. So I seldom blog.
After O's will get a job. Pay debts and give parents money. Gotta pay back Shamaine the $1 I owe her. And I've cleared most of my books away. :D Recyling it before the end of O's! Haha......
.........................BORED!
BYE!!!!!

LIVERPOOL WON AGAINST CHELSEA, LIVERPOOL TOP THE TABLE WITH 23POINTS. MANCHESTER UNITED OUT OF SIGHT AND ARSENAL CHASING. BUT!! WE WILL NEVER WALK ALONE AND WE HAVE PROVEN THAT WITH A WIN THAT WILL SHUT THE CRITICS MOUTH AND WE PROVE EVERYONE WHO THOUGHT CHELSEA WOULD TRASH US! __ YOU PEOPLE HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

K gotta take a pill to chill.
Did no studying today but gonna get cracking at midnight. Not sure if I should go to the SS tuitorial tomorrow morning. Meeting some friends for studying session tomorrow at 12. So the timing quite cramped up. Hmm, bye

Mum says I'm the one who can get this family together like it was used to be. And now I feel its not the matter of possibility, I feel its my responsibility to let everyone know that they are needed in this family. As usual Sis comes home and starts spouting vulgarities as she speaks. Mum being the gentle one listens on while the rest just goes off without hesitation. Not caring about how my Sis feels, we ignored her presence as we continue with our activities. I promise I'm gonna earn alot of money during this few months of holidays and earn as much as I can and get everyone in the family a present they would love.
Hopefully my Sis would feel she's part of us and not drift from us any further.

Five days of O levels have just flew past and it was ok. Tried my very best in everyone of the subject and hopefully it would pay off. A few more of it and all of us would be FREE...!!
Can't wait to get a high-paying job. Wouldn't mind the long working hours, I'm hard up for cash, and it would be better if I could work in a air-conditioned area. (:
3am now, guess I should go sleep. Feeling quite lethargic

Staying up, its 4.44am 23/10/2008 now. Atletico De Madrid 1 - 1 Liverpool. Offside decisions cost both sides 3 points. I'm sure if Torres was to be fit for this match, the outcome would be different.
My room is so cold now, the breeze is totally colding today. The need for a fan is no more. Gonna get some sleep. No exam tomorrow but still gonna study. BYE

Just felt like typing out my thoughts that were kept inside of me all the time.
I used to have this feeling that everyone hated me and so I would do all sorts of mean stuffs and say sarcarstic things about them to make them hate me even more then they have already had. So I felt lonesome during my Sec1 and 2 life where I didn't accept the care and love friends showered upon me(if there is). I would turn their kindness away as I felt they don't have to do things for me, cos I am not worth it. So I didn't get a birthday I really wanted and I felt so upset cos I thought my family was the only people that I can rely on. But no celebrations for me. Sec three was worst, friends were diss-ing me, friends turned against me but a movie outing was made by my friends. A cake was bought for me and I was happy but didn't show it. Felt sad cos feeings were bottled up.
Things changed when I got to sec4, I started changing to what people wanted in me, so I was colder towards people and quieter, I guess? BUT, people still hated me. Karma or intention?
This year was great, made alot of friends and some that I used to chat with turn against me. They went with one guy and got influenced, now I'm left with hatred for them. But there's a few more weeks left before everything end. Why do this.. No idea. Friends that were there for me : PanziJie, Xuanda, Ezekiel, Matthew(recently) and many more but can't think of them now =x
Really glad people sent me birthday wishes although I don't really talk to them : Raecious, Yueming, Shamaine, Dorothy, Nukun, Felly and 1 girl I don't know. Well, I guess that sums up my feelings although its messy and I don't know what I just typed.... =S BYE

NC16!!!

Happy Birthday to myself. 19october2008, finally I'm 16. Can finally watch NC16 without being afraid of being caught (:!
Went out yesterday to Aiport with Ernest and Xuanda with the thoughts of being accopanied by Linghui and Ghayathri, but that didn't happened. Today was with Matthew and Xuanda at CC. Fruitful I guess, although not much but was ok. Caught an injured fly(caused by the smacking of Matthew) and it gave birth to a maggot in the plastic bag. Cool. bye

A very very very very very very very very very very very kind soul is helping this lazy small boy blog.

:D
He's going out to study.
Goodluck for O's.




Thanks alot, I felt much better.
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Have been practicing Emaths papers, but mostly P1, and tried doing some Physics. Tuition hopefully will resume next week and time for rush-hour.
School's been a bore ever since Prelims was over, didn't feel like going to school anytime of the time/week..
Suddenly have the urge to play games and sleep alot. Random thoughts for this post.
Try finding the movie : Gridiron Gang.
Its damn nice and motivational.. Greatest movie shown on HBO. BYE

See my tagboard so lively. Lol, two unknowns want to pick fight but nv leave name. Maybe they want to assasinate me, who knows. Nevermind, either way if my family knows i get hurt, the person who did it to me will, well you know :)
Thanks Panzi Jie for helping but if they like say i bo ji hide beind girl, then maybe they think i weak ah. Nevermind, if they think I fighter I happy sia, if they spar with me .. I think I will bleed but maybe I sadist, shiok. Lol. Who knows, never try before. This is my chance? Anyways, thanks panzi:)
And my race to O's is getting tougher. Unable to pay tuition fees so currently I need to study on my own. Maybe I will get kicked out of tuition, so I need to be prepared for a hell ride. bye

Back by popular demand =x Prelims suck hardcore. O's nearing, and I'm not prepared. Been slacking these days.. Gotta buck up i guess or its over . Don't know who I've offended, the person "passerby" is actually the same person who said I'm a loser with the tag name "=". Gay names I must say, but I didn't offend anyone ??
Nevermind that gay, today's my dad's birthday. Happy birthday dad. Celebrating later in the morning. BYE

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Last day of Prelims. Countdown to 'O' level : 32 days. Stress..... Failed History paper by 2 marks. Shaheeda say she sees effort in my work.. But effort is not the main factor in the 'O', its all about knowledge and hardwork put in before the exams. Hope to do well. After Prelims went home to change and went 230 play ball with usual + JingYi and Felly. Feet was sore, body was aching. By wearing my school shoes made my feet's condition worst. Went to eat Hei Sushi's buffet with Matthew, Ezekiel and XuanDa. Ate ALOT. And when I say alot, it really means alot alot. What do we get in return for eating our fill? Can't walk properly and breathe properly. Lol. Fun day I guess. But the thought of my results really dampen my mood. I'm still considering whether I should go to school tomorrow. Very lazy. Shall turn in early today. Bye
Goodluck to all those lowersecondary pupils I know:)

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WTF IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE NOWADAYS. Can anyone answer me?!! They kill for money , i can understand. But do it swiftly without inflicting too much pain to the animals!! They torture them, they eat the predators that once eat us(crocodiles) and they love to hear the animals moan in pain. FUCK ! I want to have a job that assasinates the fuckers...

Today's papers were POA P1 and PhysicsP3. Physics quite fun but sleepy .. So did not magage the time well. Poa is sleep + anyhow write . After school went 230 played basketball with Panzi,Emerson,Leon,Rohit. Keith came later and Sylvia too. Sylvia kept saying I won't score, and I really missed. Lol! Panzi had headache and rested after few hours of playing. I wore slippers so I took off my slippers to play(habit) and burnt the sole of my feet. Lol!! PAIN!! Thinking of tomorrow, don't know if should play.

BY THE WAY! TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF PRELIMS. And the next few weeks would be chiong + chiong + chiong.. Sian. bye

Tomorrow is Maths P2 and Chemistry. Hopefully I did enough to cover up the Maths part. Chemistry is sort of ok but hopefully I will remember everything I've learned.
Tuition today for 1 to 5. After that ate and homed. Went Bedok and slacked.. Homed after that. Sleeping soon, its 12.39am now. Tired ..
The = in my tagboard is someone whom I guess I know, but it seems like the person is too gutless to put his/her name since IT's insulting me. :) Its ok, fun
Bye, goodluck for tomorrow

Seeya

Forget it . __ shit
Yesterday skipped school cos go POA prelim. Got MC and slacked ..
Amaths + History today. Slept for 1h15mins then woke up and tried some of the questions for Amaths. History tried and tried... Nothing much.Just that went to study with Xuanda, then after that went to study with Ezekiel. Studied till 11.30pm then home. Can't get to sleep. Only did around 4/5? Woke up with headache and went school. Home after Prelims and slept from 2 to 5.30. Woke up chiong shower blabla and wen down.. Yankai's bro fetched us to tuition. Had tuition from 6pm to 11pm today. Damn long. Time passed quickly.. Tomorrow rest day. Finally. Really tired. Now I truly understands the meaning of stressed out.
Watching Naruto currently. Nice show but it might take sometime to catch up with the new episodes. I'm tired now. Shall not say much.
Bye, and enjoy the weekends

happy!

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!MathsP1 and SocialStudies DOWN!!!!! :D Shiok ah!
Yesterday didn't slept well. Tossed and flipped and slept at 3. Woke up at 4. Slept back and woke up at 5, and so on until 6.30.. So I think I on;y managed to catch 2hours of sleep? Maybe because of the afternoon 4hours nap I took. Lol..
Yesterday's tuition did helped in one way or the other. Maths paper was relatively easy despite some tougher questions. There's bound to be a few mistakes or more, but I did most of the questions and only left 1 or 2 questions blank. Compared to my midyear. IMPROVEMENT! Hopefully can get at least a B3 to boost my confidence for maths. SocialStudies I studied the right chapter but due to the lack of sleep and the nerve wrecking moments before the exam, I forgot some of them but still managed a page and a half of essay. Wrote alot for the first question but fucked up the second one. Lol. So tomorrow's doomsday cos of POA P1. Haha! Sleep for 2hours straight and get 0 for POA!! :) byebye!
Suddenly, everything's on the right track!

DOG TIRED

I'm beat.. Tuition lasted for four and a half hours....
Imaging all those 4 1/2hours were maths and more maths. I think half my braincells and sleeping now. And I'm here preparing for a long night/morning. Gonna get cracking on my SocialStudies soon and its 12.32am now. Almost everyone's sleeping .. I think I won't study till very late. Really tiring practising those maths questions, hopefully I can score well for my effort put in ..
Ok bye

Bad day I guess. . Prelims officially started today. MT P1 and Science Practical. The practical damn difficult and I think I've cocked it up . There's only 1 paper tomorrow and that's MT P2. And I can go home and sleep until 5...
Yesterday only managed to get to sleep at 2.30am! Woke up at 6.50am today. Damn sleepy I tell you. And there's a cat in the hall during our exam. Damn cute and I tried to touch it. Haha, it was the center of attention and I fed it during recess. Adorable little thing.
Not the day for me, don't know why . Don't feel good. Tuition just now, did 2004maths P1. Was damn tired during tuition . Slept for 5mins .. Lol.. Bye

Boom! Its gone :)
Lousy day, don't know if I can wake up tomorrow morning for school... My Dad seriously sucks, though he's my dad. He keeps saying I'm useless and everything that ruins my day. He asks me to do every little thing for him like taking his stuffs etc.... And he doesn't show appreciation for it. Fucked up.
Prelims starting tomorrow, didn't really prepare much . O levels starting after prelims. 3weeks is what we get to prepare after prelim. That's it, the final phase of Secondary School life. CombineHumans is going down.... Dead.
Gotta go sleep. bye

Hi, its 6.09am 05/09/2008. Haha and I'm blogging. I'm quite tired but I've just finished eating my breakfast. McDeliver. hehe, Hotcakes with sausage meal + medium iced milo = $9.70 . Expensive but I don't care. Can earn back the money in few months time. Which is after Olevels. Hahaha!!! I'm tired. BYE

Hello, bored now so blogging. Don't know if I should wait for 4am to call macs. Like not worth it leh, but I'm damn hungry. I forgot what I wanted to blog . Haha. Nvm bye

Hi, nothing much today. Didn't go out or anything. Just kept gaming and gaming.
Extra lessons were skipped .. Hehe,didn't felt like going.. Total waste of time? Or lazy? Lol
Tuition tomorrow. Have yet to finish the work given. School's starting in four days time. Prelims will resume and O's will be here sooner than you say ...... Lol.
I better go do the homework already.
By the way, this song is damn nice. At least its nice to me

FUCK CATHAY FUCK THE MANAGER FUCK NC16 CHEEBYE!
Cheebye, damn suay . __ day.
Buy ticket already then cannot go in, in the end went to watch WallE alone. The show was already showed for 30mins then they let me watch. Cheebye right. Bored like fuck then walked home alone. The DeathRace I diedie also must watch. Must borrow from someone or buy the CD. Bye

Hello, woke up at 12 today. Watched ScaryMovie4 online. Lame and funny. Haha, did tuition homework and went for tuition. Had stomachache during tuition. These few days kept having stomachaches. And it hurts so badly. :S
Holidays passing very quickly, soon it will be the day when I will take the big O!.
Its fading every passing day. :( Why!?


Went to Aunty's shop on Sunday. Tried on a few skinnies. Look damn ugly cos I'm freaking skinny. My cousin says I look like a gangster :x??
Lol




I want to buy the white + black one!! Nice! But no gangsters allowed in my family. Lol. FAMILY TRADITION. lol.. Bought a hoodie and 2 boxers there too. Cheap cheap cos its cost price :D The advantage of having a shop owned by a relative, Hehe.
Thats all I think? BYE

Hi, there's maths tutorial tomorrow. Not going. Go there also do nothing might as well practice myself at home :D
Tuition at 10.30 today.. Very tired but still managed to concentrate. Time passed quickly. And decided to go watch "The Death Race" this coming Wednesday. Hope it would not be a waste of money. I don't know why but it seems to be fading. I don't want this to happen. ... . . . . .
There's tuition tomorrow again! But confirm very fast over. Time flies.. Doing things the way you want it will on;y make it slow down abit. You would enjoy every minute of it. And not waste it..
Maybe I've made mistakes in hating people, but I ain't giving in if I'm not in wrong. There's millions of people in this country alone. So I'm not afraid of being lonely. Its you who will regret your actions in the past when you're all lonely and old. Haha.
Alright, nothing to blog about already. Byebye

Hello readers who don't tag.. Back at home after being out the whole day.
10am went for tuition, wasn't focused. Don't know why but these past few lessons wasn't able to concentrate. Must concentrate already. Went to blk700+ there play basketball with BrandonTeo and Keith. Was drizzling at first but it was gone soon later. Played until1+ go eat maggi and continued playing... Alot of mosquitoes bite.. Very very itchy. Brandon got attacked by alot of red ants. Haha!
Went his house watched them play cs awhile then went down to wait for my parents to fetch me. BTW, my slipper was spoilt and we went "Shopping" for slippers at the block. Haha, found one but very pain. Felt so cheap .. LOL! Sorry to the person..
Went to my aunt's shop and blabla.. Ate LJS and bought a new exact slipper. There's tuition tomorrow. Must finish the maths by tomorrow. Gotta go sleep already. Bye
And I made a new friend. Hi MissYeap. Hi MissSim! :D

Back to blogging, today was slack day I suppose. Did nothing special, Just burn some incense paper.. No soccer tonight, there is but its not Liverpool. Lol
Tomorrow have tuition. 10am!! Confirm will be very lazy to go.. September holidays are here. 1week to prepare for O's and Prelim.. WTF RIGHT! Other schools' Prelim are all over. But ours?? Just finished ONE PAPER! FUCK!
7th month is over:) Don't have to be wary of anything when go out. Don't need to be afraid if someone calls your name. Hahah.
Random post.. Nvm bye

Hello, roadrace today.Woke up damn early but in the end also late. Cos of someone. Nvm shan't say.. Met Emerson and Brandon and JingYi then bused to Whitesands. Drank milo and ate hashbrown then go Park already.. Didn't ran, instead walked the whole morning. Lame chop sia, walked halfway back they say can go home. And its not even 10am. Walked out of Pasir Ris park to Ellias mall. Bused to Tampines and find Keith's friend. In the end nothing happened. Went home and slept till 6.30.. Damn tired.
Just finished eating dinner and now I'm using the computer. Today macam Saturday. Feel so relaxed. Lol
BYe

I really hope its me. Please.. Me Me Me Me Me! =x
Just got back from outside. Went tuition after Prelims today. Which was a total disaster. Really had a bad time cos the questions were really diffcult. I think I can pass it but not by a huge margin. My time management totally stinks. Slept through the first half hour for the compo. So didn't manage to do the compo and letter well. -.-
Tuition did past year exam maths paper. Was ok and went to eat after that. Got home and went to eat with family AGAIN. But I didn't eat, already bloated. Haha.. Tomorrow's roadrace and I don't feel like going. But already plan already, so should be going. If it rains, it would be the best. Haha. Everything ruined!
Bye

Tomorrow's prelim English and I've not studied yet. Don't have the mood to, so I guess I would just refer to some work sheets and get some sleep. I'm very tired by everything. Why....?



I don't know what I'm doing now. Staring at the monitor and listening to radio. I've pissed her off. Right.. How?

I'm really very sad when I heard it from you. Didn't know you still feel for him after so long. But I can't blame you. I know I'm not fit to be with you, but its been a very long time since I felt this way about a girl.
I was so shocked by your reaction, I fell asleep on my chair thinking about how to reply you... I know you would need some time, but you don't seem to slowly forget him.. So I think I'll just be the passing phase of your life which you will gradually forget. I'm really sad and I've never felt more confirmed than now. So I guess this is your answer. . . .

This day of 2007 was great. Things were getting better.... But I know the first few months of 2007 was rough. Not wasy getting used to the new friends and all. After that was alright. Everyone started accepting me. Although a few still didn't .
This year I thought everything was going ok. Until a few misunderstanding brought me to this state. Felt like the first few months of 2007. The type of glance that would either mean "This person is an as" or "I hate this backstabber". Friends that I once chatted with was very irritated by my face. I tried not talking to them but I thought they won't angry or what. So I talked to one of them and he just mimed to me. Got his message and didn't talked to him for the rest of the day. Today only talked to 4 of them in class. The other 35 or 33 didn't see me. Cos they don't care about my presence. Was a quiet day this whole day.
Got cold shoulder from most of them and I know the reason. So I got through the day quiet and all. I don't mind but at least you don't have to spread it. But I already know what was going to happened . So I did all the preparation and stayed away from all of you. Since you guys hate me, I would take the initiative to get away.
What have happened to the talkative and crappy Eamon. I have changed for friends and now friends have changed because of me. Yeah, because they hate me and want to avoid me. Malays were avoiding me. Really obvious. I don't like this day....
Yeah, you did it. You ruined my last few months in Loyang. Thanks alot.

Feeling really down. Didn't have the mood to laugh and everything but just put a smile on my face. So got through this rough day.Maths have tons of work. I'm bored now. Bye
They say life is full of ups and downs. Currently, my life is only full of down and more down...... :S

Bored of changing colours all the time. Back and white might be the best.
Stumbled upon something and decided to post. Seriously, if you're getting angry over such things, you are LAME. :S <<>
Nothing much happened today, as usual. Lessons passed fairly quickly. After school went to eat. And then home.. Exciting eh?.....
Just finished sorting out the notes for my Emaths file. Now all I'm left with is a pile of POA notes and alot of divider.. Fuck.. It might take awhile. Maybe not going to arrange it. Managed to finished the maths homework before school ended and slept through MT.
Its been raining these past few days and my thighs are hurting. Might be the joints and it does not feel good. Maybe I should emo awhile, 've been quite high these past few days. Might be the weather change which causes the mood swings. LOL! gay.\BYE

Tuition in the morning. Bored as usual and I didn't manage to finish the maths homework. Shit sia. There's so manu questions left and I haven't file my POA and Maths file. Sian... Physics not done and Prelims is starting! .
So much to be done with so little time to spare. Don't even have time to relax, take a break. Even if I'm watching TV, I would be worrying about how to hand in my undone work. WTF right... Tomorrow's gonna be a slacky day and Thursday is English Prelim.. Friday is road race and going to catch a movie. Shiok..
My wallet's empty and I wanna eat breakfast tomorrow. Don't wanna starve :)
Puberty sucks, but its good to a certain extent=x . Sis's German friends came today. Tall and pretty. Their English slang is quite cool too. Good to have a sis with friends from other country.
I wanna play drums. I wanna change phone to Omnia. I wanna upgrade my CPU. I wanna buy MP3. I wanna move house. I want a small air-conditioned room, with 1 laptop 1CPU 1XBOX360. I want a DSlite. I want a car. I want to have a car license. So many things I want but I think most of them unable to get. . . . Random . BYE

Keith Acting

Yankai FUNNY!

Hello. Back from tuition, which was very slacked.

Kept playing a fool and had lots of laughter. Lol. I'm the camera-man in our class. Cos when there's something funny happening, I would be there to film it.. Otherwise everyone will miss a good show :) Morning was quite slacky too. Maths and English = boring.. CH = worst than bored. MT = Fun and fun.. Asked duckeh to buy water for me. But in the end I got it only after MY recess. And was damn paiseh cos the friends macam disturb me ... Malu...

Never make a woman pay for you, only if you confirm you will repay her ASAP!. After that chatted during SS and CB slept awhile and copied notes and after school slacked. Class T-Shirt won't be very nice cos he designs and everything were not discussed before-hand and they have already decided before asking for our opinions. -.-

Cabbed down to tuition after school and slacked slacked and took some videos. Sibei funny.Shiok.. Usain Bolt according to my dad won another medal. . Wtf? Lol... Pro sia.. Run like ostrich. Haha!

PS:REMEMBER TO VOTE FOR THE BEST VIDEO ON THE TAG BOARD. :)

Back to posting. Nothing much happened actually. And I'm quite lazy to post.
Had Gelare just now. Delicious :) After that walked to XuanDa's block void-deck and chatted with Ezekiel while XuanDa went home. Talked about gang stuffs, fighters, fighting... Nice..
Just wrote a few words in my Physics TYS and went home after that. Everytime go out with them confirm won't study one. Haha, but its fun :)
Missed school today. Didn't want to attend it so went cabbed to see sinseh at a farfar place. Cabbed back and the taxi fare for today was $27!! Wow!
But I'm gonna pa my mum back. I owe her $100 and she owe me $1.2k :D
Listening to radio now. Getting sleepy.. I've been playing a game for these past few days. Quite fun. Go www.addictinggames.com and find the game Fantastic contraption . Haha, Bye

Olevel English Oral examination was today. I thought I did better than expected.. At least I think so, the invigilators kept nodding their heads as if they agree to what I say. Damn happy :))
After Oral slacked around in school before heading home. Today I macam go on diet. Ate some snacks during recess and a cup of milo and bubble tea for lunch. Dinner was fried rice + chicken wings . And a bottle of peach tea + a packet of prawn crackers. Supper was a piece of chocolate cake bought from LongJohn. :)
Its such a pity that we would only get our results next year. Suddenly I feel that I have hope for O's. Everything seems to be on the right track and I've been working hard for it. :) MsChua said I am the kind of person that will succeed when I work hard for it. Apparently, she was right. Hopefully I will continue to work hard till the end of O's. Otherwise all my effort would go to waste. :D
I don't know why you don't want to give me a chance to prove myself to you. I know I won't disappoint you but I respect your decision.
Rohit over already. Keep discriminating people when he ain't half good. But ignore him and he will get bored. Norris ta boleh tahan so he say back .Lol
I just say 1 sentence then Rohit tio own but he don't wanna admit it. Let it be, he will get retribution one day . =x
Haha! I'm very bored right now. Tomorrow there's no activity. Don't wanna rot at home. Maybe shall go out do homework or there might be tuition. SAD!

Had photo-taking session just now. Didn't like it. Not like last year so fun. . . Maybe Ms Chua not here no mood. Lol! NAH! :x
My fringe is way too short already . Don't like it. Today's Chemistry test was alright. Praises from MsAida :D Was very proud of myself. Did it in 10mins and kept thinking and thinking. Finally got back some marks before the test ended. Hopefully can get good grades for the first time . Haha
Going to do SocialStudies later. Neeed o buck up for my CombineHumanities. Otherwise I score well for others and fail CH also no use. Lol.
I need money urgently. And lots of them. Need to splurge on food, food, food and more food. And of course movies and games. Hahaha
I'm tired, very tired of studying. But I sometimes enjoy it. Its a shocker to me too . Haha.
Oh ya, the photo taking I was standing at the last round .WHICH MEANS! I've grown taller ! :D Happy . But the candid wasn't so nice and the other one also suck balls. Macam emo . My messages sent is way over my budget and I like it. First or second time I over send messages. Haha, I know you are laughing your heart out but I'm not a message person and also not a people's person. :s
Contradicting myself. Lol.
Ok, gotta go take a shower and head out . See ya

Just had my hair cut. The guy that cut my hair held a grudge against me for don't know what sake. He pulled my hair when he was cutting it and he uses the scissors to pull and not cut my hair. I had to suffer for 15mins before he stopped.
He even cut my fringe until so short! Fuck sia. I keep so long already then he go cut. -.-.. Tuition later and class photo tomorrow. Sian . . . O's English Oral on Friday and I'm not prepared at all. I just don't know how to describe pictures. Its dull pictures from the past.. Of cos I don't know what to talk about. I scared the Oral will pull me down.
Today is the best day. Elmi and Heng never go school so had 2 hours of free period. Damn shiok. Slept through English lesson. So I went school like never study like that . :)
I seemed to have quit gaming . Its been 1week since I last played an online game. My CSS and TF2 have not been touched fo
11pm
Just back from tuition. Studied Chemistry and did alot of questions. At least to me. :)
I'm quite confident for tomorrow's test , hopefully can get good grades. Then I won't get demoralised.
I damn tired and my face is bursting with pimples. Tomorrow got photo taking SIOL! Then my face like that. :( Fuck shit right...
Lol! I'm not being vain here, its natural reaction :D
Gonna go take a shower and go straight to bed. Enough studying for today :) Time for a break for now. Tomorrow study again .
Bye

Guess what? I got B3 for my Chinese O levels. :D
Its a miracle that I got such a good grade. Everyone was like " Walao, you ass la. How you get one." Lol. Wtf?
I can now concentrate on my 4 subjects which is CombineHumans, Maths, Science and English .. If I fail English or CombineHumans. I'm a goner. :(
Hopefully Shaheedah will teach better, only than I might pass my CombineHumans. If I had known that Shaheedah was teaching History, I would take Lit! Its raining damn heavily now and the cold wind blows. :) I'm damn high now. Shiok ah! 1 subject less to worry about
Don't say I show off or what ever bullshit. Cos I ain't flaunting my results cos its not a Distinction. Damn random and bored now

Anyone? Tag !!! :)

I don't know why but I feel you don't like me .. So after confessing to you. I better avoid you otherwise things might get awkward.
Just got back from tuition and I didn't do alot of sums today. Quite distracted by the thought of you. Hopefully you will let me know how you feel quickly otherwise I think I might sink deeper ..
Have been playing 300 in PSP and its damn fun but will forget to study.
O's will be here in another 8 - 12 weeks. I don't know but time's gonna fly past.
Soon I will be sitting there doing papers like a mad dog for my future. I'm really tired from everything. Its just that everything is going against me . Or everything's not going well for me.
No money to spend, no time to play....... Bored bored bored.

Number 101 post. :D
So fast sia.. August already..
Btw, today is National Day... And I'm at home rotting and using comp. Haha..
Yesterday went out with Leon,Norris,Yankai and Keith.. Morning went BK to do homework and did only some. Then went to but tickets for 5 to "Mummy"... Which by the way is one of the worst movies I've ever watched...
Went gym but didn't open so went Lan instead. Played till $4.30 and walked to Century Square to eat. After that went to buy Coffee bean and went to took bus 3 back to DTE for the 9.50 movie.
11.30 and the show ended. Walked home with 3 of them and they keep saying got ghost all that. Haha.. Nonsense la.
Slept till 2pm today and slacked till now. Going to watch TV already.
I don't know if what I'm going to do will be successful. But if it doesn't go well. Can we still be what we are today.
Bored till death!

Colours of tears

Feel so trouble over one thing and the other thing and every little thing that is happening around me. But mostly is about that thing.
Went school as per normal. Door knob was broken and was locked it. But I fixed it within our perimeter of friends. Only 6/7 of us know the way out. Haha.. Tomorrow got school but not going to go. Instead I'm going to chiong homework and go gym + watch movie. I hate 7thmonth. Scaring me EVERYDAY. I seriously hate it when no one's at home .
Went tuition and did paper 1 of 1997 maths. Quite easy but I think O level not gonna be this easy. Confirm damn difficult.
I'm outta cash. Wallet's empty and tomorrow confirm will spend alot. Sian sia. Need to catch up with my sleep otherwise ....
I don't wanna feel like this when you're feeling like this. So near yet so far.. Now I truly know the meaning of the phrase...
Its raining it like there was a drought for months. And now its releasing all the water at once. Awhile rain very "LOUDLY" minutes later, there will be no sound ... Lol.
I need a headset for my SonyEricsson phone cos when I go out, I need to listen to music. Due to the noise pollution made by typical Singaporeans.
First time my post so many colours. Cool sia. NDP on Saturday. Maybe will rain and ruined EVERYTHING. But!! Every single time there's a NDParade, the rain will be gone and will only rain AFTER the parade. Cool eh?
Sian ah. Sibei bored ah. Study study study... I don't even know how I do it.! Seriously I don't know. Its not me but I like this me. Haha!
I think MsChua will be very happy when she hears this. :X
Ok.. Ending here.
Ciao

No homework today. But tomorrow's gotta be a hell day. Maths mock paper will be given out. Correction can kill me. Tuition have alot alot of maths to be done by tomorrow and i doubt i can finish half of it today. Damn shag sia but I like the feeling of stress cos that means I am preparing for my O's!

I do feel sad and happy at the same time. In a dilemma. Hope you get over it fast and be like the person I use[u]D[u/] to know.

Need to save money for Friday. Catching a show "Mummy". Should be quite nice since its top in US movies chart. O's can really kill when you study last minute. Cramping 2years stuffs in 4months can die . So my advice to younger people is to study during sec3. Get your basics before playing. Then poly you can play all you want. :) BYE

BUSHED

Paiseh, yesterday forgot to continue. Let's go from today. Didn't bring any files cos was late and my files were nowhere to be found. POA did nothing . History did nothing cos Shaheeda moodswing AGAIN. Maths did some work and Elmi fuck give us the test then expect us to get sooo good grades. Then he said those who get fuck marks have to do whole paper 15times. Reasonable? Not to me. So recess.... Nothing happened till 1.10 when Nasim came to our class and asked us to go AVA at 1.20singaporetime. He nonsense la. POA tuitorial cancelled but have to do 2 papers. So I intend to copy. As usual... Having tuition from 7 - 10 ++++.. People keep on saying I slack like shit and as if I don't give a damn to O's. But I actually did something to improve ... I did TYS 2 chapters by myself although not the whole chapter was done . But at least the effort was there. And I also never slack whole day from monday to friday. I do go tuition and do homework. Which is better than sec 3 or sec4's first few months. Nvm.. They think their problem. Not mine. BYE

Fuck file checking. Tomorrow need to bring 2 ring files full of notes and worksheets. I have none of these cos I think I misplaced all of them or I didn't do it. Today's lessons passed very quickly. Except for MT cos there's no aircon and it was fucking humid. LiuYan lied cos we didn't get our O's result today, and I got excited for nothing -.- . Later than psot again. Go watch TV first . :)

Scared siol

Tomorrow's school. Slack day so can bring PSP . But not going to bring cos got theif. Motherfuckers. Today went tuition and did maths. Very tired and got back and watched tv + slacked till 7pm. Finished up maths homework and played some games. Massa bad luck, he lost his pole position and gave it to kovalainen. There goes Ferrari's hope of taking the title this year.
Finally got some new games into my PSP. Played awhile nia. Gonna go sleep soon. Can't wait for tomorrow's release of the O level mother tongue results. Hopefully I can get B3 so I don't have to attend Chinese for 3months. Can chiong Sciences and Maths.
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Sup. Boring day I shall say. Went gym after mock exam for maths. Which totally demoralised me! Did the chest press and some other things. My arms are as wobbly as jelly now. I fucking lost my Ezlink card AGAIN! Its the second time this year. What the fuck sia. Got alot of homework to be done over the short short weekend. And need to do alot of filing. Stupid Nasim want to check graduating students' work. Busybody right. I know. :)
Practically, my handphone is my everything. Cos my PSP got no games and I'm bored of all those boring games and so I play with my handphone. Then my radio is out of batteries and I haven't went to buy yet. My computer's going bonkers. Awhile can play awhile cannot play. So I watch TV and do homework.. I use my handphone to listen radio. And my room is in a mess. Damn these stuffs. Haha, nothing to post so I just post stupid stuffs.
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Hello

Hello back from eating "dinner". My dinner is from 7 - 9.30. The food I ate during that time is 1 bottle of Pepsi , 1 packet of chips , 1 bottle of cold water , small plate of nasi lemak , 1 otah & 3 chicken wings. But don't know why its not filling. Maybe the gas in the Pepsi made me bloated then make me eat lesser. Then now hungry. I have yet done a single shit for SocialStudies. And POA have not been done yet. Sibei sian ah. Hopefully I can finish it before 11pm. Then I can sleep early. Tired ah. Today never catch hair so had to go for POA but Shaheeda didn't go school so had 1hour of free period doing nothing. Pehpeh never zip his pants during History. Haha free disgusting show? He open coffee shop, only sell "milk" and "lemon tea" ............ Maths no homework and Physics is damn fun. I don't know why but I like Physics. Haha. Ok going to do homework now. The thoughts of doing homework and the amount of work undone makes me sleepy. :) BYE

Heeeellooooo. Back to posting. Just got back from tuition. Today we did QA for Chemistry . Actually it was damn difficult but now its much easier . Haha. Tomorrow maybe got spot check for hair and I confirm get catch one. But I don't feel like cutting my hair today. Cos I'm damn lazy. But tomorrow got PE. And I don't want to miss PE. Don't know la. Going to bathe and do Emath already. BYe

TIRED

Nothing much happened lately. I'm kind of addicted to the idea of going to school late. You know , " Better late than never". Today woke up at 5am despite the fact that I slept at 1.20am. Went to Whitesands and waited for Mac to open. Bought Mac and took train till Dover. Ate and slept on the train. Reached NUH and blablabla. I think I made someone fail her exam or made her lose a few marks. Cos she sort of "tickled" me when she was "Examining" my shoulder. Damn sensitive and I squatted and laughed. __ right. She was shocked and so was the doctor. But I managed to not laugh until she was out of the room. Of course I did say sorry. But I still think I was damn bastard. Sian bodoh. Then train-ed back all the way to Pasir Ris and finally reached home at 1.30. Slept from 2 to 6.30 and ate and gamed and slacked and blabladidadida. There's tuition tomorrow. Don't know if I'm going alone or what. Cos Yankai always sleep until very late. SIbei sian ah. School on Monday. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.- Bye