This day of 2007 was great. Things were getting better.... But I know the first few months of 2007 was rough. Not wasy getting used to the new friends and all. After that was alright. Everyone started accepting me. Although a few still didn't .
This year I thought everything was going ok. Until a few misunderstanding brought me to this state. Felt like the first few months of 2007. The type of glance that would either mean "This person is an as" or "I hate this backstabber". Friends that I once chatted with was very irritated by my face. I tried not talking to them but I thought they won't angry or what. So I talked to one of them and he just mimed to me. Got his message and didn't talked to him for the rest of the day. Today only talked to 4 of them in class. The other 35 or 33 didn't see me. Cos they don't care about my presence. Was a quiet day this whole day.
Got cold shoulder from most of them and I know the reason. So I got through the day quiet and all. I don't mind but at least you don't have to spread it. But I already know what was going to happened . So I did all the preparation and stayed away from all of you. Since you guys hate me, I would take the initiative to get away.
What have happened to the talkative and crappy Eamon. I have changed for friends and now friends have changed because of me. Yeah, because they hate me and want to avoid me. Malays were avoiding me. Really obvious. I don't like this day....
Yeah, you did it. You ruined my last few months in Loyang. Thanks alot.

Feeling really down. Didn't have the mood to laugh and everything but just put a smile on my face. So got through this rough day.Maths have tons of work. I'm bored now. Bye
They say life is full of ups and downs. Currently, my life is only full of down and more down...... :S