Earth

I think the world is coming to an end. Yes, I believe so. All of a sudden, the natural disasters keeps coming. World is ending soooooooooooon.

Breaking point

I think of myself as a volcano. A sleeping volcano. Waiting to erupt and cause massive destructions to the surrounding area. I'm keeping too many things inside of me, can't handle it all by myself. And the new CDS I took is Understanding Art. Have to do visual Journal everyweek. So I can express myself in the journal through artworks. I like. Maybe can draw out how I feel. So won't be so stress.
And I think if I really "explode". I could just be a sadist. Like going around killing people. Those scary mad people that kills whoever they dislike. I have a feeling. I really do.. Don't doubt me.

Changes

I wanted to type something out, but forgot about it already. Shall let the picture do the talking.

Bad day

Today was a I-suck-so-much day. Teen games in the morning. Had a pretty good feeling before the match. Had plans of what we were going to do, how to run and even planned to win at LEAST 1 game out of the three. But then I disappointed everyone including myself. Not that I have anything to live up to, but my performance today could easily be improved by 100%. But I feel that I could do better playing handler. When playing wing, I didn't touch the disc at all. Bad cuts, NO cuts and did everything that could be done right, wrong. I need wayyyy more trainings and wayyyy moreeee time to improve in order to be made a captain. Nick over-estimated me, sorry I disappointed you. Bad day, bad bad day. Sorry team, you guys did awesome. Seriously.

Smile

I wonder who can go for a week without having any emotions. Will certainly try.

Booze

Had my first cup of vodka yesterday over at chalet. Played some games with them, drink drank but no one got drunk. Fun, I like the games.

Chances

Not everyone gets a second chance. So cherish it if you do.
Everybody deserves a moment in the spotlight, don't snatch theirs away.
I've been thinking alot lately. Actually I've think alot for quite some time now. If thinking too much is unhealthy, I think I'm seriously ill.
There, blogged. Tired, bye.

Hate

Like how I'm feeling now?
Enjoy reading while you still can. Will private this blog soon.
Don't trust anyone, anymore.

Thank You

Thank you guys for doing the things that you guys have done. That have put me in the position I am in now. I can't thank you guys enough. What you guys have done deserves a round of applause. You guys rocked my world. Literally. If you don't get this, take a lemon.



如果我们连朋友都做不成,
我们就回到过去,做回陌生人.

對不起,我不配做你的朋友

Mistakes

"Sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying. "

– Grey’s Anatomy

Falling down and getting up is easier said than done. Telling someone to get up after their fall, is easier than doing it ourselves.
There's a rainbow after every downpour. If that's true, I hope the rain will stop soon. Because I want to see the beautiful rainbow.