Work today. As usual, cuts and bruises are becoming part and partial of the work. But something new happened today, I had gastric pain. I didn't have enough water and felt giddy. No food so I had gastric. So had a heavy lunch, chicken rice + rice, $4!!! And I almost vomitted cos I stuffed the rest of the 2nd bowl of the rice. And so I went home at 4. Watched anime and slept.. Was lazy to go out to have dinner but mum said we were having western food at potong pasir. . That place sells real delicious western food.!
So dad drove us to fetch mum and he sped at 120 - 150km/hr. Sis was next at NUS, and something got us back to Tampines to have a proper dinner ( rice + dishes). I was sick of having rice that's why I woke up to go to potongpasir for a nice meal of western food. But would did I get? RICE! BIASENESS __
1 -> 3, 2 ->1, 3 -> 2. This equation can only be understood by me. I really feel I ain't important in this family anymore. I used to be the most talkative one, but now when I get home from work, first thing I would do is to get a bottle of water and head to my room or watch tv quietly. Sis is taking over my place in making the family noisy and cheerful. Can always see them happily chatting together. So distant myself from them an let her take the spotlight. So I guess I am feeling what she felt that time. Well, feng shui lun liu zhuan. Let it be. I can live on without their acceptance. But I believe the sun will rise again after the storm (: BYE!