Why are you such a tough nut to crack. You have never been impressed with me. Never ever. No matter what I do, how hard I try to get your attention, it never works.
Starting from Secondary school. You said it would be a miracle if I could pass my O levels. What happened? I passed and you said it wasn't a good pass, so there's nothing to happy about. You said I wouldn't get into a decent Polytechnic either.. Temasek Polytechnic is what I am in now. What happened? You said I suck so much I would never get any holidays cos I need lots of help with my work. Then I already made a point that I am weak in my studies. So I didn't expect myself to pass. And I put in so much effort before the TermTest with my friends and in the end, I passed all three. Tho I only passed it, just merely. I am really happy with myself. I did my best, and you still say no use when it's not As.
When you praises sisters, I am jealous. I know I'm not as smart as them. But I really am putting in effort this year. I'm new to the subjects, yet I passed them. Thanks to Khairil, Hafis, Hadi and Monk. They helped me, they praised me when I said I passed. I am happy to have them as my friends. But why can't you just say "Well done son." That's the words I would die to hear, from you.
You bought me the workout thing, I did it. You said, it's what I'm supposed to do. I tried interacting with you with the workout thing. You didn't appreciate it. I'm always the bad one in your heart. From studies to body-building. You've never praised me. When will the day come? I really wish, I want to be the ideal son you wish for. ..
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