Was showering and thought to myself "It's gonna be 12am soon. My birthday's coming in a few minutes time. Wonder who would be the first to wish me." Came out and took a look at the clock. Reads, 12.03am, 19 October 2009. I'm officially 17. Took my cell and looked. Nothing. Blank. My wallpaper staring at me. My heart sank. Last year this time, few people remembered. Those that weren't close to me wished me on the dot. I'm really really sad. I remembered telling someone close to me that my birthday was today. Well, he forgot. I think. I'm really sad. No mood .
I remind myself daily to never feel sad or break down. Be strong in the inside and out. I feel sad but no, I didn't break down. Maybe inside me, some where deep down inside. I feel real sad and am crying. There's school tomorrow. Better not think too much. Gotta turn in soon.