Reincarnation

I was brought back to life today.
Was sleeping and I dreamt of something. Something so horrible that I was glad to be awake after only 6hours of sleep on a weekend. I usually sleep for a full 12 hours before waking up reluctantly.
K let me explain how my dream went.
I was out with Fabian and YongSheng to a cafe. But I don't know how, we got into the middle of a "war". There was gun shots, gunmen, screaming and lots of commotion in a short while. Then I don't know what happened but Fabian, monk and I got held by three gunmen. And I also don't know how, I got hold of a pistol. I hid it under the table and a gunmen sat down beside me and another one sat at the center of the table and the other sat with Fabian and monk. Then I got this chance to shoot at the two gunmen as their heads where in line for a double headshot. I shot them near range and killed them both. I tried to take out the third one but was too late. He shot me and my vision blurred. Fabian took care of the last gunman and I told them to make a run for it. They took something and ran for their live and mine was already half gone. So I was having mixed feelings...
K k fast forward. I had bullet holes in my head but I managed to go home and take a shower. ?? Weird right.. Then I came out and told my mom, who was sleeping, what happened and she told me to roll over and die. Even if I could live on, it would be smelly. Yes, smelly?? No clue either. Then my dad woke up and I told him I got shot but managed to survive..
His reply? So? I don't care. I went to my room immediately to write in my diary one last time before I died. Then I woke up, relieved. I brushed my teeth and went down to speak to my mom. I broke into tears all of a sudden and couldn't control. Just kept crying.. It's been awhile. ):