Decision made up.

Made up my mind to post up the stuffs I've wrote. Please do not diss my piece of work, I'm not a pro at this.

Enjoy.
First time in my life I felt so helpless,
My head was spinning and I thought my eardrums just burst.
I really thought that this was it.
My life just ending without no kick.
I haven't seen you in awhile.
I thought I will never be able to see you down the aile.
Even if you were to walk it with another man,
I will smile to you and kisss your hand.
Wave goodbye and walk out that door,
Never ever able to sweep your feet off the floor.
Never will I get the chance to impress you,
And never will I get to be your beau.
I didn't want to die just yet,
I have many targets that I haven't met.
Those dreams that have yet to come true,
Which also include me and you.
Everytime I'm missing you,
All I can do is to write down how I feel
In the form of a poem or rap,
It's the only way I can interact
I stutter and mumber infront of you,
Because I feel so intimidated by you.
You're so pretty and all so perfect.
I'm just a junk and a piece of crap.
How can I be seen out with you.
It will only be a disgrace for you.
Even though I do look at other girl,
But you're the only one that makes my mind whirl and twirl.
I'm ending here with so much sorrow,
Only for you to guess and for me to know.

-eamon