Mirror

I hate seeing myself on webcam. Don't ask why, but I get demoralised when I see myself on webcam.
Everyone around me seem pretty confident of how they look, but not me. I have never been confident of my looks, have yet to be confident and don't think I will be confident of myself in the near future. A boy once said "I hate my mom for giving birth to me with this disease, but I love her for taking care of me for my whole life." So I say, I hate my mom for giving birth to me with the looks I carry, but I love her for giving me confidence of how I look. I blame myself for looking like this. Ever since I was young, I've always hated a part of me. No moood mannnn