I'm glad, I'm not my dad.

My mom's sick. She have not been feeling well for the past 3 days. And my dad is not doing anything nice. Well, expected.. But he's not being a man. He's not being a dad, nor is he being a husband. He's being a dude. What we can see is that he goes out to drink till night time, comes home drunk, spouts nonsense and just adds more burden to my mom. I don't understand how he changed from someone whom I used to look up to, to becoming someone.... Just someone in my life. We're really disappointed in him. But thing is, we can't hide from the fact that he works his ass off every single day. Carrying freaking heavy shit loads of goods up and down so many freaking times, at his age. He's still a bull, even at his age. For that, we respect him. So many thigns to say to you, but don't know where to start. You never gave us a chance to express ourselves to you, I'm sorry if you feel left out in the family. But we, really do care.