Judgmental

Human are such judgmental creatures.
Was thinking about this myself, and happened to remember that my friend have this post on their blog. Would like to share it with you readers.


I cannot fathom why people have to be so judgmental, they tend to judge almost every single person that comes along in their lives, be it they like that person or they do not. Even if you don't know that person well enough, or you think you know him/her inside out that you can even judge him/her, you're a complete loser. I ever heard my friend say this, "even if you know that person well, don't ever judge." Nothing is perfect, everyone has their own flaws. Don't say that you're perfect, nobody will believe you, even if they do, they are simply just hypocrites going around being fake and just asking for sympathy, they need stupid friends like you.

Worst of all, is telling everyone how you feel about the person negatively and making sure that everyone agreed with you. Wth, isn't that propaganda? You're super convincing, together with those salt and pepper you add to exaggerate it, who will disagree with you? Even if they do, they will not disagree with you straight away, use your brain and think, c'mon. Humans are all the same, you do this to someone else, they will do that back to you too, you know something call...karma?

Not everyone is being liked by another person, if you don't like any particular person, keep it to yourself and not blabber about it. Who knows that someone out there dislike you too? Will you want them to gossip about you?

I feel that sometimes...people should learn to keep their comments to themselves. It's bad enough that you think badly of someone, even worse if you try to get others to do the same

Stop judging people, sucker!

p/s i'm not talking about anyone in particular, if you feel guilty or angry about this, just think what you have done before.

Well said. Bye

Losing with pride.

You must be wondering, how to lose with pride? Let me tell you.
Not giving up when you're losing.

IVP final was yesterday. We were at NYP at 730am only to know that our first match against ACIS was a walkover. So we had to wait till 330PM to start our first match. Damn it was long. Spend the time eating, watching matches, joking and warming up. 330 came sooner than we expected. Time for the showdown.
We went in with strategies, and gave it our best. But our best were not good enough against SMU. Went down 6 -2 for the first half. Spirits dampened, morales were low. But Captain Nick and Benedict gave us a motivation talk.

"Guys, I know we're trailing. So I have to do what's best for the team. I'll put our strongest 7 into the match and when either side reaches 8 or 9, we'll have fun. You guys didn't come down all the way here to sit at the sidelines. So we'll have fun, you can bring a can of 100plus into the match and tell the person marking you "You're defending me? Ok." and then huck the disc. I don't care if we lose, we'll have fun and give it our all! Let's go TPU!"

Ok, so it's not EXACTLY the things he said. But roughly it's like this.
Gave our all was what we did. We went from 6-2 down to a further 9-2 down. Not a problem. Spirits were still high after the talk and we started believing in ourselves when we scored the third point. Here comes the interesting part. I forgot which point it was, but when Yongsheng(Told you, you were going to be mentioned) HANDBLOCKED the guy, we all SCREAMED! It was outside end-zone, so we had one chance. Ziwei took the disc and looked around as the opponent stall count her. She kept her cool, one throw...... Yongsheng caught the fucking disc! He was in shock and I ran in to carry him and soon the whole sideline joined it. People pulled his hair (Tsk, Jiaxin...) and the rest carried and screamed. Opponent heads hung low, spirits dampened. We were happy like mad! Then we continued the streak. We went on to score 2 or 3 in a row. In total, we scored 4 in a row. Before SMU win, Gerard jumped damn high to catch a disc. Once again, we screamed. But we didn't score that point. (It's ok Gerard, you did well!). The game went on to 11 - 6. We were proud of ourselves. We did great because we believed in ourselves. We gave SMU hell of a match.

As TPU circled up for the last team talk, both of the captains were happy. In fact, we were all grinning from teeth to teeth. We did one last cheer for the team before ending going off to watch the finals. Awesome day it was.
Let's go TPU!

What if..

如 果 当 不 了 情 侣,


当 朋 友 也 挺 好 的.

Anemia

I THINK I have this blood disorder. I think it runs in the family, since my mom and my eldest sister seem to have it. No wonder I'm so weak.

Anemia is the most common disorder of the blood. The three main classes of anemia include excessive blood loss, excessive blood cell destruction or dificient red blood cell production.

Anemia goes undetected in many people, and symptoms can be minor or vague. The signs and symptoms can be related to the anemia itself, or the underlying cause.
Most commonly, people with anemia report non-specific symptoms of a feeling of weakness, or fatigue, general malaise and sometimes poor concentration.
They may also report shortness of breath, dyspnea, on exertion. In very severe anemia, the body may compensate for the lack of oxygen carrying capability of the blood by increasing cardiac output.
The patient may have symptoms related to this, such as palpitations, angina (if preexisting heart disease is present), intermittent claudication of the legs, and symptoms of heart failure.

Got this information from Wikipedia.org .

一言既出，驷马难追

Have been sick for the past few weeks. Training haven't make it any better. But it's one for all, all for one.

Tuesday's training was torturous. Rained in the morning but died down later on. Trained till 3PM! Was mad tired and the weather killed most of us. Captain said we improved, hopefully we can play like we did during IVP and win the plate. Wednesday was not a day to rest, supplementary paper. Computer Programming, result? Fail, retaking module the next semester. Then training today was not any better.

Yesterday night's curry and prata gave me a bad sore throat. Dry coughed the whole day and felt damn dizzy. We kept doing drills and ran 2 suicides because of the numerous drops we made. After 2nd suicide, end of training for me. Couldn't take it any more. Sat at the stands throughout the training. Everyone did the rabbit wall but me. I think I need a week or two to recover. After training, went to shower. Let me ask you guys something.

"Is it more gay to walk around the toilet naked andhanging your weener out for everyone to see while you chit chat or even read the newspaper. Or is it more gay to be afraid to show your sausage to people and keep in inside your pants?"

After showering, went to Mensa to have lunch. Ate Chicken Chop + Spaghetti. Don't think that will help me in recovering from sore throat. But there was nothing else to eat.. No choice.. Then went home after that. Slept for 2 hours or so and asked Yankai and Keith if they wanted to go E!Hub to play pool. Woke up at 645 and got ready. Took Pepsi down for a walk, btw Pepsi is my dog's name, before meeting them at my void deck. Tea Valley for dinner and pool after that. Home after that.

My dinner. Guess my sore throat will be with me for quite sometime if I keep having food like this.

Pow's Prata House

Nothing like prata and curry in the middle of the night. And best if it's right before you sleep. Hope this will add some pounds to my body.


Training tomorrow. Shall update more tomorrow.

Better game sense, not the intesity that matters.

Went over to Bugis for pick up today. Sat down and watched more than playing the game itself. Then trained on throws. Getting more and more stable.

Pick up is more of getting to know how the play goes and not the intensity. Everyone over there were quite relax but their throws and game sense were damn awesome.
If you're interested, you can ask Nick for more info. I guess?

Am damn tired now, training tomorrow morning. Hope can get up on time.
Gotta turn in now, bye

Failure

Supp paper today. Stayed up till 3am yesterday to do some last minute revision. Thought I did enough to go through the paper with ease. Unexpectedly, questions came out were different from what I studied. So I practically am ready to retake the module. 1 more supp paper to go, and I think it's another failure.

Great, failed education. Failed life.

Going for pick up with Nick and co soon. Idk what it is, but am just going to try it hands on. Better than slacking off at home and thinking about the unnecessary.

Time flies

Few months back, we didn't knew such a sport existed. And we're all standing here, today, few months later, playing for the school as a team. We lose together, we win together. We cheer each other up and we spend time together. Bonds were made, friends we became.

But it was totally heart breaking that we lost 2 in a row together against NUS and NP. For me, it was really saddening. Was already sick going for today's IVP. But still wanted to play. But who knew what happened next was the moment I step onto the pitch, stomach told me to stop. Almost shit, shat, shut in my pants and then puked moments later. I just managed a good D against one of NUS's top player, wanted to do something for the team. But my body wouldn't let me. You could say I am weak. Because I would agree with you. I almost froze my butt off under the constant downpour. I was the only person in TPU wearing a jacket. Even the girls could withstand the weather. How weak am I. But what to do? I'm standing at 174cm, weighing at 49.8kg. HOW TO TAHAN!?

Just stood at the sidelines for the rest of the day. Was VERY disappointed at myself. Wish I could have done more for the team. Sorry if I let the team down. Looks like we're at least, playing for a plate or something next week. I will definitely buck up and try to at least get a good D and some well cuts.

When strangers become team-mates and then become friends.

Loving my picture at the top!
IVP's tomorrow!! Freaking egg-cited. Hope we can manage to close the margin with NUS even if we lose them. If we win, I think it'll be the most unexpected victory of the whole tournament and we'll definitely catch many school's attention.
So we'll just have to give our 150% and pray for some luck(: I'll run till my ankles break, my muscles torn up and my shoes have no soles. I'll try to see what I'm good at and progress from there.
Oh and I went to collect my contact lenses today in the afternoon and I managed to learn how to put it on within 10minutes. I think it's pretty fast ? :) Feeling pretty good with lenses on! Shall wear it tomorrow to the games.
Gotta take the shower and crash my bed. Getting lots of rest before tomorrow.
TPU!

Sick, Positive - Negative

Had mini training today morning. Woke up at 8am and felt abit dizzy. Didn't care much and got ready to go training. Dad fetched me to Compass Point to meet up with the team. When I reached, everyone gave me the shock look and went.. Omg! Eamon you look so different!!! Damn embarrassed. Bought something to eat and went over to anchorvale field.

Met up with the rest of the team and same reaction. Marcus said "Woah woah woah woah!!! Who is this new guy???" Lol! Damn hilarious. They kept teasing me throughout the day..

Then did 100 backhand, 100 forehand throws. Monk and I improved as we threw the disc more. No complaints from any seniors, guess that's a good sign. Then took a sip of h20 and damn. Felt sick. Sat down as they trained on 3man-drill.

Laid on the grass for a moment and dark clouds soon gathered above our heads. Heavy downpour arrived shortly. Was already sick and the cold wind+rain made me shiver like mad. Took the umbrella to shelter myself, but gave it to the girls. Hid behind a mini bus at the road side. Was shivering like mad... And that's when they decided to call it a day and WALKED over to the swimming complex to shower.

Ate macs after showering and Marcus' jokes were damn hilarious. Kept laughing while eating. Took Wenjie's Mini Cooper over to Jiaxin's luxurious home to have a group bonding + theory session.

After watching videos, talking about strategies, Ziwei told us to think about our OWN positive and negative side in frisbee. Thought about it, can't come up with any positive side of myself. Seriously, I even thought about it in the shower just now. I don't know why Nick assigned me as the Team Games captain. I'm not a good thrower under pressure, I can't do clean cuts. I'm lazy, I can't run as fast as others and I can't defend well. Throwing with pressure is easy, with pressure, crumble like a cookie. Hope I can improve before most of the seniors are gone from TP. Think Nick should reassign the captain for the TG. I really have no potential.

Went to dte to play pool with Yankai, Keith and Brandon, Carmen and Nainai went there to watch us play. They all were shocked when they saw me with my short hair too. So sucky):

Gotta sleep now, damn tired. Bye

Anyways, this is my new hair. Ugly right . I know.

Hmm, thinking about alot of things now.
Just had a feeling to blog about SOMETHING. But feeling's gone.
Training tomorrow, IVP's drawing near. This Saturday is judgement day. Hope we win at least one school.

Ahhh! Mixed feeeeelings. Sucks ttm. I don't know what I should do now.

Title

I see you on but I don't dare to start a conversation with you. I'm afraid constant chatting will irritate you.): But I wanna talk to you so badly. Thinking about you almost every single minute. SERIOUSLY.

Training tomorrow, finally able to touch the disk after so long!

Don't know if I should talk to you.

Falling for someone, that will never fall for you.

It sucks when you see the one, you deem your perfect match, to be with someone else. And what's more, is that the person don't really know your existence. But I'm sure we swapped a couple of glances at the library. That memory will last in my head for quite some time. I've been thinking of her for quite awhile now. Seems like it's gonna be a month soon. Wow. Dumb.
Those fairytale songs always make me think so much. Looking out the bus and think as the trees and buildings passes by. Anyway, made the team for frisbee. It's been awhile since I was in the school team. Wind the clock back to Primary school days and that was the last time I was involved in a school team. So I'm pretty cite to show what I'm capable of. Shall take this chance to use all my energy on something useful rather then dwelling on the negative.