Few months back, we didn't knew such a sport existed. And we're all standing here, today, few months later, playing for the school as a team. We lose together, we win together. We cheer each other up and we spend time together. Bonds were made, friends we became.
But it was totally heart breaking that we lost 2 in a row together against NUS and NP. For me, it was really saddening. Was already sick going for today's IVP. But still wanted to play. But who knew what happened next was the moment I step onto the pitch, stomach told me to stop. Almost shit, shat, shut in my pants and then puked moments later. I just managed a good D against one of NUS's top player, wanted to do something for the team. But my body wouldn't let me. You could say I am weak. Because I would agree with you. I almost froze my butt off under the constant downpour. I was the only person in TPU wearing a jacket. Even the girls could withstand the weather. How weak am I. But what to do? I'm standing at 174cm, weighing at 49.8kg. HOW TO TAHAN!?
Just stood at the sidelines for the rest of the day. Was VERY disappointed at myself. Wish I could have done more for the team. Sorry if I let the team down. Looks like we're at least, playing for a plate or something next week. I will definitely buck up and try to at least get a good D and some well cuts.
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