I didn't make a wish on my birthday. Shall make 1 here.
My only wish is for anyone up there in the sky, to improve the animals' intelligence. Let them escape from cruel killing method by human to them. I really detest seeing animals being tortured to death. Even if it's legal operation, fuck them. How about making killing human for animals legal too. You don't step on them, they won't step on you. You cross the line, you pay the fine.
I am going to stop fishing, but I don't think going vegetarian is possible. I mean, if we were to stop eating meat, the world would be over populated by animals. I don't mean animals don't deserve to live.. I don't know how to put it, but I'm gonnna stop fishing. That's 1/6 of my life gone. Fishing was part of my hobby, now.. Not anymore after watching the sharks in trouble video. I wish every human in the world would vanish, give back what the animals once own, the mother earth.

Was showering and thought to myself "It's gonna be 12am soon. My birthday's coming in a few minutes time. Wonder who would be the first to wish me." Came out and took a look at the clock. Reads, 12.03am, 19 October 2009. I'm officially 17. Took my cell and looked. Nothing. Blank. My wallpaper staring at me. My heart sank. Last year this time, few people remembered. Those that weren't close to me wished me on the dot. I'm really really sad. I remembered telling someone close to me that my birthday was today. Well, he forgot. I think. I'm really sad. No mood .
I remind myself daily to never feel sad or break down. Be strong in the inside and out. I feel sad but no, I didn't break down. Maybe inside me, some where deep down inside. I feel real sad and am crying. There's school tomorrow. Better not think too much. Gotta turn in soon.

Move on.. Next target taken. FUCK MAN.
I really really want a girl friend. But .. I think heaven doesn't allow me to have one.
Grr. Can't explain how I feel right now.

Alienated

Suddenly, everything seem so alien to me. Every action, word and mindset. I guess everything has its own reason.
I wish you are the one. The one I've been looking for. The one in a million that might just win my heart over. And hopefully yours over to me. You might not be the prettiest in the sea, but you are just right for me. I don't know why I have this feeling. But it's just all over me.
Everyone seems to be attached. I think you are too. But I hope everything I think is not true, I could just get scarred again. This phase of life is the most confusing one. But I seem to enjoy it the most.
AH! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING. I JUST WISH EVERYTHING CAN GO MY WAY. MY SAY, MAKE MY DAY.

Random

I'm bored. Nothing to post about. But I see webs formed on the corner of my blog.
Someone give me tips on gaining weight.
School's starting in 2 weeks time.
Fact : I've not cried for a year.
: I want someone special by my side.
: I'm jealous when I see couples happily together.
I'm bored.