Thursday, May 8, 2008

Back from a very very tiring day. I seriously am very stressed out . I'm really trying my best in my studies. But I doubt anyone notice it. Cos I really suck at all the subjects. Today Amaths paper confirm fail. Almost everyone fail ah. Lol. But after that I took the effort to go to tution although I was really tired already.. I almost fell asleep on the bus but my PSP kept me company. Thanks :S Then when go tution. I took the initiative to bring a pastyear exams booklet to there to practice. Of cos la. I go tution cos i very stupid what. Somemore I Damn damn tired already. My mind was in a blank . So couldn't even do the simple sums. The teacher got so fed up and he kept calling me stupid... What pri6 student come also can do. Pri 6 students come, confirm laugh at you. Then what , even my worst student do better than you. You confirm cannot pass exams, 25% at most.. Come here waste my time , earn your money also bo yi si. Cheebye sial. Then bring down his reputation . Walan eh, I actually quite happy with my Emaths already, got interest in maths again. But his demoralising words brought me down to earth. Truth really hurts. But must he rub salt into my wound. Sadded sia. Then called my mum to like talk to her about the matter. She still side the teacher cos I said if not for her, I would have punched the teacher. She kept nagging after I so sad already. Then I really felt what I've done this past few days have gone to waste. Cos I did it for her... She said if my results not good, I try very good already. This few days I already so stress. She still don't understand me . She's the one I trust in most, I thought she would understand how I'm feeling. But I guess I'm wrong . I'm a guy for goodness sake. Playing is my hobby la. Studying so much is already very good for me already. Past 13years, I play before exams sia. This year I kept memorising stuffs until I forget to eat. Go home sleep only. Tired until buaytahan.. I'm tearing .. =( Shall stop before i cry =x Hahah. Bye

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