Goodbye my hair

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LOOK AT MY 4MONTH OLD HAIR TO THISDon't you agree with me? This haircut SUCKS. I still prefer my previous hair style. Tho, there weren't any style. It's still nicer, to me. I want my hair back!! :'(

Tomorrow going school to study with mats. Chiong-ing for term test this coming week.

And I got a new phone. Sony Ericsson W902. Having trouble loading the picture up here. Am I'm very tired. Shall do it tomorrow or never. bye

2 nick names with lame reasons.

Day at school. Started off nicely without any disturbance from classmates.. Stucked to my world by keeping quiet and doing my own stuffs.. Then took back CKT's quiz.. Got a pathetic 20/50. Tho I dare say I tried, but I guess it wasn't enough.. Then skipped DFUND's lecture and lepak around the school. Hung out with the group, shall name it joker group, cos Hadi, Khairil and Hafis went to the lecture( This I shall name it Mat group..) So went to eat and then walked around. They suddenly found this "fun" thing to do. They stood at one place outside the library and Fabian put his wallet on the ground. Guess what they did? They just pointed and the wallet and acted all surprise to get others' attention... -.-
I just sat on one table and watched them made a fool of themselves... And when they're done.. They came to sit with me at the table.. Then they started to call names to girls walking by and whenever there's those that are fat or not pretty.. They would like sacarstically call them "Hey hottie".. Damn childish I swear.
Then I started got pissed off and asked them to go disturb those guys that are damn big size and they started to chicken out with all those lame ass excuses.. Then Fabian said "At least we did something.. Not like you.. Emo only.. Pokemon emo... HAHA".. I was like .. ?? Funny meh? Ok then.. Shan't stoop to your level and play games with you..
And so I got new nick names.. Emo and Pokemon.. Childish stuffs I swear. Grow up bitches.. Your parents don't pay the government to see you turn retarded and go back to kindergarten. So, do yourself and your parents a favour. Grow up and study hard. If you continue behaving the way you are, you're gonna end up nowhere.
Then went to tutorial.. Got back DFUND quiz.. Got a 11/20. Miracle.. Didn't understand a shit and didn't study, yet I passed. Well done, haha. After school went Library to study.. Lots of things to say but not here.. Shall post it in my private blog.

I don't know when I'm gonna just get too fucked up and bring a metal rod to school and beat the living hell outta the dudes I dislike so much that I wished that I was in a gang. I'm really mad in school. But I somehow dissipate those anger by listening to songs and thinking about other things. Life's so much more then hating and loving, it's all about being yourself and doing what you think is right and deserve your time. I really wished I have some loyal friends who could just go fucking beat someone up and get away w/o getting in trouble with the police.. Till here.

Let's welcome them.

That's right.. Woman drivers are taking over now.. Looking out the window of my dad's car randomly and what do I see? Women drivers.. Many of them drive so cautiously that I can out run them, just an expression.. But the good point about them is that they are more patient.. Tho, 1 advice.. Be more wary of your surroundings.. (:

All right.. Let me see what I can blog on today.. Nothing pretty much.. Poly's life for me is more about hiding in a shell. Not really showing how I'm really like.. Maybe seeing the clowns in my class acting like how they are.. Makes me think twice before doing something.. It's something good..

And I'm broke.. Please.. God Of Fortune.. Let my momma strike some lottery or such.. A mere 10k would be enough.. Tho it's alot.. But we really need it now.. (: So please, if you see this.. Grant my simple wish ;D

Anyways.. Have been hooked back into rapping.. I mean listening to the raps... Eminem in particular, is what I've been listening to of late.. His songs' lyrics are awesome.. Reflecting on his life and they RHYME!! Try rhyming a verse.. It would take you years.. He's a god lyricist.

And when I'm trying to solve some question in class, his songs would play in my head uncontrolably. It's kinda irritating when I'm straining my brain cells and the songs just keeps playing from A-B..

Eamon is Emo.

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Panzi (: . May your wishes all come true. ;)
Well, back to blogging. Really upset.. Only few knows why.. But moving on have always been my forte. It seems like I'm really used to it. School was alright. Cept for the Presentation. Fucked it up in the middle. Brain went *POOF*, blank instantaneously. Cocked it up by speeding through, got a 12.5 was ok for me too.. Break, saw Sara and her friends. Afiq was too shy to sit with us.. Then moved on and shall skip to after school.
Finished Wrtoral and was about to go home. Monk wanted to buy EngDraw book and followed him to SME. Directed us to the printing shop. Saw Jasmine on the way up..
Coincidentally, she was there to print things too.. Waited while the shop lady printed the notes.. Then didn't dare to ask for her number.. So thought of going home.. But remembered Monk said he would help me ask if he had the chance to. So came the chance, (: . Then he really asked her.. Thanks monk.. She said to ask her myself.. Considering...
Why do I have to fall for the girls that are attached. WHY!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME. After they have broken up, my feelings faded too.. Dumb..

Is it the time that you hold on to or is it the feeling that holds onto you.


Sometimes I wonder what talent do I have.
Do I really have none? D:

Feel like rapping alot. . Wanna learn from some nigga. . Or just some white niggas. .

MY HEROINE ...

Start of school again. Tired, unusually tired. Totally wiped out during maths..
School was ok.. Usual hobby.. Then saw 1 , 2 , 3 or 4 .. (:
Though it might sound heavenly, it's not. It's just.. hmm....
Presentation tomorrow.. Very scared. bye

If only.. I wish.. Not gonna...

The week could be better if it would last longer.. Maybe a couple of days more would have been fine.. Weekend was filled with fun and laughter.. And today sums it all up. 8 matches, 16 teams from the Barclays Premier League playing at the same time and all the matches shown live on TV. If only I had 8 TV sets side by side and the time in the world. I would pause it and live the moment. .
Feeling so depress knowing that the truth hurts so so much. In no position to know, yet I so much wanna.

It just don't feel the same anymore. NOOB TAXI DRIVER

Last night, slept at 4am. It would mean it's morning. Whatever.. Before that, downloaded songs but I'm still gonna buy the CD tho I've downloaded most of the songs.
Turning back to listening to rap.. Anyways, I'm late already. Blog when I'm back. Stay tune
Finally home at 4.30am..
Alright .. Went to meet Yankai and Keith at Whitesands at 4. Then train-ed to City Hall and walked to Suntec.. Stopped at HMV to look at Eminem's latest album. Wanted to buy it, but didn't. Gonna ask mum to sponsor me the Eminem's book.. Then met the Shumei, Linghui, Xuanda and Ernest at Suntec.. Walked to Marina Square to buy Jiamin's birthday present.. Then went seperate ways. Bought tickets to Night At The Museum 2. Before that had 3 hours.. So ate and arcade-ed and pool-ed.. Movie started and it was quite a hilarious show. Cute characters..
Then ended at 11.45pm.. Walked to Bugis and to OG to withdraw money.. To CYL's pool and played. Saw tanny, not as pretty as before.. So played from 1am to 3am.. Then after that walked to Kallang area.. I just know it's a long distance. While walking, Yankai did lots of nonsense... LOL. Damn funny.. Then took cab and the taxi driver was damn fucking noob.
When boarded, first thing he looked at our faces.. Then asked pay by nets or cash... Then he forgot to turn on the meter.. Then he was damn worried we would run.. So I asked him "Uncle, we look like bad kids meh. We don't run .. We don't do such things..." He still didn't trust us.. Then Keith alighted first, after he alighted. He asked Keith to pass the money to Yankai... WTF.. I asked the uncle "Uncle you kena cheated alot of times ah.." He said "ALOT!!" Fucking agitated.. Loser.. Then he tells us the stories.....-.-
Then the Yankai was last to alight.. Mere $15 cheat his lan ah.. Noob face...

TEST ! TEST! TESTS!!!

Last week's math test was do-able. Careless mistake caused me 7marks..
Then tomorrow there's 2 tests... CKT and DFUND. Given up on DFUND totally. No hope at this point of time. . Gonna buck up slowly like I do with CKT..
Today... Nothing really happened. . Normal day.. School's going pretty well, feeling quite confident.. Still thinking about the changing course option I might be taking up come August...
Sister having problem with relationship.. Wonder what happened..
I'm thinking would I be the same? Could I do it differently? Should I try? . .

Life's cruel.. Reality's cruel.. You're crude

School have been .. Well, busy and not busy at the same time. Fun and bored at the same time. Fuck my course, hate it to the core. Have been hanging out with the malay boys in class recently.. They are.. Fun .. Lame and jokers.. And definitely irritating. But they are the best to hang out in class.. Lol
But then if I blog about everything here, I would sound so 2faced.. Which I'm already half-there... I hate myself.. I hate this course and my classmates. Fuck you all

A class full boys is no good.

Having trouble adapting to the class, STILL. Yes, a couple of my classmates are soooo dammnnnn irritating. . One motherfucker, F²!!! Cheebye, think he very handsome, lanjiao la. Si ah gua. Cheebye, can't stand him. Motherfucker. ARGH! How I wish I have bunch of loyal possies or just friends, we can go fucking beat him till he look so motherfucking ugly, tho he already is.
Another is a si huan na. Another attention seeking black motherfucking hoe. Why!! Why I si lanjiao sua kena all this bullshit. Course already one shit, now this. Fuck.
But things seems to be like this for me. Starting of year, buay gum here buay gum there. Second year all steady. Like norris emerson keith yankai they all... HOPEFULLY, things will get better.
Think will change course too, see how things goes. FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS, STOP TALKING IN CLASS WILL YOU? BITCHES.

The hardest living thing to figure out....

I thought I knew all, I was stumped. I don't and have yet to master it. Consulted mom on the topic. Showed a few pictures. Come to think of it, the past is still better. She said DZ is too matured looking. Can't seem to get over her yet.
Nothing really facisnating happening currently in my life. Just school, slack, home, comp.

School and I.

Before that, Sunday was great. Liverpool won, though Manu did too.. But we're showing what we're capable of doing next season. I still think there's a glimmer of hope for us before the title is over..
Back to school.. Nothing much happened.. Cept that Zakiyyah somehow set her friend up to let me see her. Wellllll..... Hmm..... Ok.....
Then it got kinda awkward, her friends knows about it. So I'm not quite comfortable going up to her and talk to her...
In school, stayed back to wait for Zakiyyah, to see B's face... And also waited for Leon. Did maths while waiting and I can understand it very well now... :D. Now, all's left is Wrtoral and CKT andDFUND. Hope I can do well.. bye

Soccer and Me

Was watching soccer and I realised soccer isn't just a sport. The fans watching the match are facing a huge challenge, mental challenge. You must not let your fear or joy overwhelm you, otherwise the result could be deadly. An example, a man was watching his favourite team playing, and when the team went a goal down, he had a heartattack and died from it. I sure wouldn't want to be in his shoe.
Anyways, I've got my laptop. It's Acer ASPIRE 4937G. With gfx NVIDIA GeForce G105 Turbocache. :D Better than my current desktop. My desktop is running on second hand shits from an uncle who claims to repair and upgrade desktop for a low price. Should have guessed it, how can anything good be cheap. Piiishh... Glad to have my laptop. Soon, I'll be playing games with it:D. Bye for now..

Define Paikia

And I'm NOT one. Temasek Poly is where I'm studying now. My friends call me paikia -.- . Even my teacher calls me that. Do I really look like one? Does looking like one makes me one? Then alot of people are guilty of being a so called "paikia". There's no real gangster in Singapore. Maybe only the old timers. . Singaporeans need to grow up.
I've moved on . TP offers many and I'm not in any difficulty trying to find one. :D